I took this chance to stay at home on the last day of 2011 to reflect upon this special year. The thing I want to change, remains. My 2011 resolution didnt work out. (shit) Honestly, i've grown into my comfort zone, and thats deadly. Perhaps i'm generally satisfied, took a step back and the big picture is still rather pretty.

There were many instances that I kept reminding myself to be proactive, to be motivated. But that part of me seems to be disintegrating away. I shall learn not to be overly-dependent and have the "watch how it goes" attitude. I need a change.

2011 was a year on fast-forward mode. The days and months zoomed past. Got a flat, got a car, and what's next? It was a year of which i feel that i've grown old. That someday, i may be someone's wife, have a house of my own, and embrace another new family. I can never be the parents' kid anymore. A bigger responsibility waiting ahead. That makes my stomach churns.

Anyhoo, I shall take on whatever challenge that is install for me, and make it better! Stay positive! Happy 2012 to all! :D