- the words -
- the wants -
- the lovelies -
+ charmie
+ clifton
+ chaowei
+ fabian
+ haolingz
+ horng yunn
+ huisan
+ jabriel
+ jared
+ jamie
+ janessa
+ jolyn
+ KingKongJane
+ marvin
+ mee
+ ninja
+ paul
+ samuel
+ serene
+ sharon
+ sheya
+ sis
+ sophia
+ Teng
+ ning
+ clifton
+ chaowei
+ fabian
+ haolingz
+ horng yunn
+ huisan
+ jabriel
+ jared
+ jamie
+ janessa
+ jolyn
+ KingKongJane
+ marvin
+ mee
+ ninja
+ paul
+ samuel
+ serene
+ sharon
+ sheya
+ sis
+ sophia
+ Teng
+ ning
- the past -
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- now playing -
Carpe Diem
when i was in pri sch, i was told to think of an ambition. Ignorantly, i started listing the occupations such as lawyer, doctor & teacher. (Honestly, the only source of reference was from drama shows.) Unfortunately, dreams and reality dont match. As i grew.. i steered further and further away from those stated ambitions. The choices got eliminated along the way, and i took up what was left for me. Growing up isnt easy. Growing up and making choices have made it harder. A choice could have set me and you on a different path, meeting different people, having a different set of life. if i could choose my path all over again, i wont want to be where i am now.
i cant help thinking back on the days when i was more carefree.
the school days.
the drinking days.
the days that i'll go shopping alone.
the usual meetups.
sometimes, i just wan to lie in bed and dont wake up. i wan to stare into space and think empty.
yeah, thats self-denial. i wish i have the luxury to do that.
but life, i guess we all got to make the most out of it. To weigh the pros and cons along the way, and to differentiate the good from bad. There are so many things to consider to make a single decision. i always wish i'm brave enough to decide.
i was told " its how much you want it". If you really want it so bad, you'll attain and achieve that by hook or by crook.
i can.
mumbling on
Saturday, June 26, 2010 at 12:21 AM
Saturday, June 26, 2010 at 12:21 AM