damn, i should complete my work by SUNDAY, so that i can send out the doc on MONDAY. i looked at the words and paragraphs i typed, stared at it, and felt really pissed. i hated what i'm doing, i'm screaming in the head. But, nothing changes.

yes, life is about that half-filled glass of water. i should be contented that my glass is still half filled, rather than grumbling about where had the other half of water gone to. i should make the best out of whatever situation that i'm in, no matter how bad they are. i know, i should.

but what about the "i want"? The wants never come as an easy option. The wants always have some consequences and risks, some prices tagged to it. Too high a price to pay.

sighs.

hang in there i suppose? but, my branch is breaking.