there are times when i'm over ambitious, setting too high an expectation. i think complex and made life complicated. if i take a step back and look at what i have on hands, i realise i'm still fortunate.

of cos, things arent rosy for me. There are things that i've achieved, yet to achieve, and will never achieve. 1.5 years in the working society... i guess its time to start asking myself of a future that i want. So many options, but yet not all fit.

i'm rather certain that nothing will be changed in the short run. At least you wont b shocked by any major changes. I wont jump in for the things that i'm not ready for.