i messed things up.
the moment of giving in to temptation always end up having some complications. thats when i'm trying hard to make things right again. no matter how, no matter what. its like shitting in the pants and trying to clear it up. tsktsk. pls drop me reminders to keep myself in-control.
the week wasnt great after all. i'm getting jitters on my US trip as the date got nearer.
(shopping list.. anyone?) roar. i dont feel competent lars........ jia lat. this is like an impending nightmare that gives me butterflies in the stomach. *shudders* =(
on another note, i'm really not a girl for sweet nothings.
give me goosebumps and sense of insecurity. so pls dont try.
n pls, keep at bay.
anything further, i'll crash.
i'm attracted to ppl that's not attracted to me.