there has been some fun over few weekends. too much that make me feel i didnt have time for myself.

and tonight, i sat down to do some self-reflection.

ok, who says earning money is easy? ..sometimes i question myself if i deserve the paycheck i'm receiving each month. no doubt that work has become increasingly stressful.. independence and responsibility come into place once the assumed-learning-duration ends. talk abt being thrown into sea, struggling to learn how to swim... boo.

And the next thing, is to juggle between work, family and friends. i find myself talking less at home, and most of the time wasnt very patient. my bad. i think i should do more for my family, yes i should. and i should spend quality time with myself too.

as the days in the working society get longer, the materials desire get stronger. I started to yearn for the branded bags and wallets, even considering of getting a car. I've to constantly self-remind that these are wants and not needs. i'm at the brink to succumb to temptations.

mumbling on
Tuesday, July 21, 2009 at 10:17 PM