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Self reminder:

1. Don't doubt myself.
2. Don't try to make others' problem to be my own.
3. Learn how to say "No".

4. Kick the filthy habit.


mumbling on
Sunday, May 31, 2009 at 2:29 PM

Gatherings

its a weekend of gatherings.

Meetup with the IA peeps. its been so long! other than meeting ying at work, i hardly see the rest anymore. Janessa is missing in action....

then i met up teng and aug for dinner at chomp chomp. the food is goood! slurps. we head over to kim's house for mahjong where she made us chocolate cake.

the cake is VERY nice. can see the chocolate oozing out? i want to learn!!! motivated to get an oven. hee.


and SUNDAY, met up andy and a few others for dinner and catching up. i received a whole lot of facial masks from him!! he just came back from Korea. super happy... i think can last me 3 months? yays~



mumbling on
Sunday, May 24, 2009 at 11:34 PM

mission accomplished


doesn't it look familiar? =)
yesh! blood donation! finally, after much deliberation of waiting for this and that. i'm happy that i did this again. I felt giddy after the donation, maybe i was a little hungry at that point. And the doctor came and examined, the nurses constantly attended to me and checked if i was ok. wow. And today, they even called to see if i'm alright. so nice of them =)

i was still afraid of the needles and felt a little pain on this 2nd attempt. but anyhoo, if scaredy cat jiayun can do it, i'm very sure u can too!

oooo~ uncle toby + reducing dinner intake helps! i'm ~1kg lighter!


mumbling on
Thursday, May 21, 2009 at 9:53 PM

Realise - Colbie Caillat

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is.
Crashing down on in.

Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.

Take time to realize
This all can pass you by
Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
No its never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
Then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

It's not always the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it to.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
Then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
Just realized what I just realized

Missed out on each other now


mumbling on
Monday, May 18, 2009 at 10:35 PM

Bliss @ punggol park

a dinner date with Teng. =)

i really didnt know punggol park can be this nice.. there's a bliss resturant & bar situated in the neighbourhood park. nice ambience, nice music.. nice place to chill. price is reasonable too!

the only bad thing was service. but well, i guess i can compromise that.


its comforting to have somebody that i can relate to, whereby i'm free to talk and she's there just to listen and advise. its amazing how she's able to speak my heart and emphathise. wow. thanks for being such a goody friend. =)

and i'll give the heart a rest and let my brain do the thinking from now, guess we're all thinkers.


mumbling on
at 12:20 AM

If

if everything is perfect in the world, people will never learn to cherish.
if everything goes smoothly on what you wish for, human will never be contented.

if everyone loves one another, there will not be war.

"If" is such a big word. If only all the "if-s" happen, how good can it get? But well, not everyday is sunday. There's always some givings and takings, to compromise and to put in effort. I'm counting my blessings, you should too. Don't wait until it is too late to realise and regret.

Look around, the people you love and love you are there.

if it'll happen, it would have happened.


mumbling on
Sunday, May 10, 2009 at 5:14 AM

i'm rational.

have u ever made a sudden decision, on the doubts that have been lingering very long in the mind? like one day when you wake up, you suddenly decided to let go of the past and move on? one sudden moment, you decided to buy the Wii you've been eyeing for for the past 3 months? Or confess your love to somebody?

well, i'm not relating this to "a spur of moment" emotion. Rather, the "i've had enough of this in my head" kind of feeling. The feeling whereby you dont want to feel indecisive anymore and its the last straw you can contain. When after the final decision, you feel much more lighter emotionally.

and recently, i've made such decisions. its sad how always indecisive i am. But i'm really better than before. haha. i made a decision on not to buy sth that i want. there's also a few pacts that i made with myself. Just one day, i woke up, and i feel i should be doing this. i'm weird? But i think its a rational decision. So it must be good for me, though not necessary a happy one.

on a lighter note, i've been wanting to share this conversation that i had on one fateful afternoon. haha i got her permission to post! we were commenting on BGR.... i seriously take my hat off her.
names and time are taken off to protect the person involved. hehe.


XXX [N:37 PM]:
y you two think till so complex?

XXX [N:37 PM]:
my logic very simple

XXX [N:37 PM]:
1) found

XXX [N:37 PM]:
2) not found

XXX [N:37 PM]:
if 1) marry, else remain single

XXX [N:37 PM]:
that's all!

YYY [N:38 PM]:
thats so programming

Tan Jia Yun [N:38 PM]:
n wads the pre requisite to (1)?

YYY [N:38 PM]:
if else, then

Tan Jia Yun [N:38 PM]:
how to find?

Tan Jia Yun [N:38 PM]:
while loop?

XXX [N:38 PM]:
you will know when you find

Tan Jia Yun [N:38 PM]:
haha

XXX [N:38 PM]:
no, its interrupt basis

XXX [N:38 PM]:
dun loop la

XXX [N:38 PM]:
waste time and resources

Tan Jia Yun [N:39 PM]:
sometimes got to loop de leh.

XXX [N:39 PM]:
cos loop got alot of loop holes

XXX [N:39 PM]:
you see :

XXX [N:39 PM]:
while (not found)
find

XXX [N:39 PM]:
if the right one comes at the 1st line

XXX [N:40 PM]:
when you go to the 2nd line, you'd miss the right one

XXX [N:40 PM]:
or if you get context-switched out of this loop and just happen the right one come, you also will miss him

XXX [N:40 PM]:
so in essence, interrupt is better


so, our conclusion, interrupt is better.
if u understand, welcome to the engineering faulty of the "BGR Theory" module!


mumbling on
Sunday, May 03, 2009 at 11:32 PM