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+ KingKongJane
+ marvin
+ mee
+ ninja
+ paul
+ samuel
+ serene
+ sharon
+ sheya
+ sis
+ sophia
+ Teng
+ ning
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- now playing -
when i was young..
i'm in a joyous mood today! bcos, finally there's a day i woke up happier than usual and less tired than usual! and i finally dont have to survive on uncle toby for dinner... i was so looking forward to mum's homecooked soup! i sounded like i havent eaten proper dinner for weeks. but no, it was only two days!
i cant tahan the tiredness every morning... dragging feets to work + busy-ness + driving lessons at night = specs for work + uncle toby for dinner. argh! i was totally disgusted. which explained my excitement in going home for a proper and nice meal. =)
i was on msn with sis.. and she said she might be going taiwan sometime soon for a holiday. i was totally envious, or rather jealous. haha. i also want to go! but jiayun shall stay in singapore, work n save moneyn play more mj boo.
i dont know why i suddenly thought of this picture. mayb cos i was asking yaya if she n her sister look alike. haha. i took the liberty to post this without consent of sis. i hope she wont kill me!
i cant tahan the tiredness every morning... dragging feets to work + busy-ness + driving lessons at night = specs for work + uncle toby for dinner. argh! i was totally disgusted. which explained my excitement in going home for a proper and nice meal. =)
i was on msn with sis.. and she said she might be going taiwan sometime soon for a holiday. i was totally envious, or rather jealous. haha. i also want to go! but jiayun shall stay in singapore, work n save money
i dont know why i suddenly thought of this picture. mayb cos i was asking yaya if she n her sister look alike. haha. i took the liberty to post this without consent of sis. i hope she wont kill me!
look at the date! its 1st May 1988! omg. i was barely 3 years old. and bro wasnt even born yet! i always thought me and sis looked like twins in this picure. are u able to guess who's who? we have the same china doll hairstyle. hee.
ahhh i cant remember much about childhood... there were many days that sis and i fought and argued, and i used to bully her! haha. and so i was always caned. Its amazing how these drips and drapes of memories are able to puzzle up the first 10 years of my life. i remember we had five stones and zero points. haha. these are the things thats considered antique now la, can display in museum liao.
ANYWAYs, i heart this picture. ^^
mumbling on
Thursday, April 23, 2009 at 10:49 PM
Thursday, April 23, 2009 at 10:49 PM
If I were a boy -- Beyonce
If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I'd roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wated
And I'd never get confronted for it.
Cause they'd stick up for me.
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
If I were a boy
I could turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleepin' alone
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waitin' for me to come home (to come home)
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
It's a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong
But you're just a boy
You don't understand
Yeah you don't understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you're just a boy
Even just for a day
I'd roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wated
And I'd never get confronted for it.
Cause they'd stick up for me.
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
If I were a boy
I could turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleepin' alone
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waitin' for me to come home (to come home)
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
It's a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong
But you're just a boy
You don't understand
Yeah you don't understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you're just a boy
i skipped running today!
because i'm lazy and tired.
because i'm lazy and tired.
mumbling on
Tuesday, April 14, 2009 at 10:37 PM
Tuesday, April 14, 2009 at 10:37 PM
Good Friday
its chaowei's birthday celebration @ Grande Vista!
the day started with sunshine, THEN it rained heavily in the afternoon. o.o luckily rain stopped shortly, sufficient for me and a few girls to head down into the swimming pool.
the day started with sunshine, THEN it rained heavily in the afternoon. o.o luckily rain stopped shortly, sufficient for me and a few girls to head down into the swimming pool.
the bbq ppl.. and the umbrellas.
a few snapshots...
the colleagues.
mumbling on
at 10:11 PM
at 10:11 PM
^^
i've been blogging very random posts lately.
nothing happening and exciting, unless you want me to write a full description of my mahjong-ing weekend or driving lessons. bleh.
well well, i guess things changes as we age, priorities are different too.
i remember the times when i was in secondary and JC, hanging out with friends was always priority, but going and staying at home often sent grumbles. Family togetherness wasn't my utmost concern then. and what now? work expectation, aspirations, ambitions...? nobody said it is easy to grow up. urgh. When life gives many options and choices, i begin to feel uncertain and insecure. but when the choices are few, we lament the unfairness and complain and whine like there's no tmr. boo.
i wonder how many people out there is contented with their life, with the things they have. Recently, i've been feeling contented over little things. I dont know whats causing this change in me. It might only be for a fleeting period for all I know. but feeling contented is good.. it also meant lowering my expectations. SO.. the air is suddenly lighter now, easier for me to breathe. anything more than whats expectated is a surprise and will make me uber happy. =) i hope this last.
i'm starting to get used to many things.
1. Not being as close as we used to be with my love. Doing occasional catch ups on msn.. i hope she's happy. love love~
2. Missing the fridays night out with those kakis.
3. Sleeping alone w/o sis around
4. Daily counting down to Fridays and dragging feets on Monday mornings
is it good or bad? or havent i tried to make enough effort? i dont know. =(
oh and today, for the first time ever since i started work, i skipped lunch and stayed in office. i used to say how sad i'll be if i'm going to be couped in office during lunch time. i think i'm mad. i'm eating little for dinner, and uncle toby-ed for lunch. i'm beginning to be weight conscious. roar. please remind me to eat more..i hope i'm not bulimic.
nothing happening and exciting, unless you want me to write a full description of my mahjong-ing weekend or driving lessons. bleh.
well well, i guess things changes as we age, priorities are different too.
i remember the times when i was in secondary and JC, hanging out with friends was always priority, but going and staying at home often sent grumbles. Family togetherness wasn't my utmost concern then. and what now? work expectation, aspirations, ambitions...? nobody said it is easy to grow up. urgh. When life gives many options and choices, i begin to feel uncertain and insecure. but when the choices are few, we lament the unfairness and complain and whine like there's no tmr. boo.
i wonder how many people out there is contented with their life, with the things they have. Recently, i've been feeling contented over little things. I dont know whats causing this change in me. It might only be for a fleeting period for all I know. but feeling contented is good.. it also meant lowering my expectations. SO.. the air is suddenly lighter now, easier for me to breathe. anything more than whats expectated is a surprise and will make me uber happy. =) i hope this last.
i'm starting to get used to many things.
1. Not being as close as we used to be with my love. Doing occasional catch ups on msn.. i hope she's happy. love love~
2. Missing the fridays night out with those kakis.
3. Sleeping alone w/o sis around
4. Daily counting down to Fridays and dragging feets on Monday mornings
is it good or bad? or havent i tried to make enough effort? i dont know. =(
oh and today, for the first time ever since i started work, i skipped lunch and stayed in office. i used to say how sad i'll be if i'm going to be couped in office during lunch time. i think i'm mad. i'm eating little for dinner, and uncle toby-ed for lunch. i'm beginning to be weight conscious. roar. please remind me to eat more..i hope i'm not bulimic.
confused.
mumbling on
Tuesday, April 07, 2009 at 9:19 PM
Tuesday, April 07, 2009 at 9:19 PM
hmm..
i think i'm mads.
i should steer away.
mumbling on
Thursday, April 02, 2009 at 11:28 PM
Thursday, April 02, 2009 at 11:28 PM