yesh, i'm going to speak in codes again.
something that i've been eyeing for seem within reach. but somehow, the feeling of wanting it is gone. this is so weird, and i seriously begin to have doubts. Was it because of something new that came along the way, or maybe, it jus vanished due to the many unforseen situations? it is kinda sian to experience the whole lot of things again. i'm just so tired to be walking down lanes that i'll end up making an u-turn. AND there's no certainty or guarantee in any forms, no clear signals, nothing. ..i dont know what i'm typin anymore, so its ok if you dont understand. i just wan to rant and grumble. so tired. sleep.
i'm not sure if i'm feeling nothing.