i read sis' blog and it inspired me to post about something similar too.

here i am, my 24th year of life on earth. things definitely felt different, i've grown pretty much, physically, mentally AND emotionally. =) its good in a way, cos i'm more thoughtful and lovable than i was. haha. the bad thing is, i feel so adult-ly. Gone are the days when i can wilfully demand for things. Words i spoke, things i do, everything came with the word "responsibility".

to the people that had stepped in and out of my life and those that are STILL in my life now, i thank you. =D u've watched me grow and be there for me in one way or another, made me a better person. i'm blessed that i'm not alone. i can confide in many, if i wan to. haha. i'm happy! thanks for always being around me.

yes i totally agree with sis. i think of the "what ifs" sometimes too.
..what if we were still together?
..what if we got together?
..what if i won the 10mil toto? lol.
thinking of the 1001 qns that will never have an ans is a plain waste of time. but honestly, who doesnt fantasize/day dream? its inert in human lars, just rmb to wake up from it.

i think i've become more optimistic than i was. i love myself more than before. i dont allow myself to mope and cry and be emo. i hate myself to wallow in self-pity. SO i've been reminding myself to be happy and b thankful for my everyday's life. i realise i've changed pretty much. haha. especially if you read the posts 2 years back, there is definitely a BIG change. excellent, i deserve a big pat on the back =)

i've been procrastinating less too. Going for regular weekly jogs. And finally took up driving! yesh, i'm bhind the wheels now. struggling abit here and there, but i believe that i can do it! my guitar is rusting one corner though. HAHA. oops. mayb i'm still a procrastinator after all.

mumbling on
Tuesday, February 24, 2009 at 9:33 PM