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+ charmie
+ clifton
+ chaowei
+ fabian
+ haolingz
+ horng yunn
+ huisan
+ jabriel
+ jared
+ jamie
+ janessa
+ jolyn
+ KingKongJane
+ marvin
+ mee
+ ninja
+ paul
+ samuel
+ serene
+ sharon
+ sheya
+ sis
+ sophia
+ Teng
+ ning
+ clifton
+ chaowei
+ fabian
+ haolingz
+ horng yunn
+ huisan
+ jabriel
+ jared
+ jamie
+ janessa
+ jolyn
+ KingKongJane
+ marvin
+ mee
+ ninja
+ paul
+ samuel
+ serene
+ sharon
+ sheya
+ sis
+ sophia
+ Teng
+ ning
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- now playing -
i want to password this post
its weird. it started with prickling pain in the heart, then a mull of overwhelming sadness and then tears in the eyes. i should be happy, for him. and i'm so sure that they'll be so happy together. i dont know that other girl. but i know that, if i were her, i'll cherish him like there's only him in the world. never, never let it go.
honestly, it was my bad, my wrongdoing. i wasnt in any position to comment now. its the only thing i would change if i could go back to the past. but the answer is, NO, i cant. i moved on..i tried to moved on. i got into a state of self denial. brought myself back into this world n started to live again.
i know its past tense. i'm putting this chapter down. in fact, i've alr closed this chapter. but its jus weird, weird that i'm tearing now. the feeling of reading an old book u've read long time ago but yet still cry on it, even knowing the content. i appreciate everything he'd done. how i was taught to love, taught to cherish and taught to let go. i am a better person because of him. thank you. =)
and i realise the beauty of msn.
with msn. i can easily hide my feelings. i can pretend to be busy. i can be crying but yet appear to still be chatty and "alive". might sound like a hypocrite to you. but to me, this mask is essential.
very good. at the end of this post, i've stopped tearing. i've moved on..n so does he. i'll do anything, anything for his happiness.
honestly, it was my bad, my wrongdoing. i wasnt in any position to comment now. its the only thing i would change if i could go back to the past. but the answer is, NO, i cant. i moved on..i tried to moved on. i got into a state of self denial. brought myself back into this world n started to live again.
i know its past tense. i'm putting this chapter down. in fact, i've alr closed this chapter. but its jus weird, weird that i'm tearing now. the feeling of reading an old book u've read long time ago but yet still cry on it, even knowing the content. i appreciate everything he'd done. how i was taught to love, taught to cherish and taught to let go. i am a better person because of him. thank you. =)
and i realise the beauty of msn.
with msn. i can easily hide my feelings. i can pretend to be busy. i can be crying but yet appear to still be chatty and "alive". might sound like a hypocrite to you. but to me, this mask is essential.
very good. at the end of this post, i've stopped tearing. i've moved on..n so does he. i'll do anything, anything for his happiness.
mumbling on
Monday, January 19, 2009 at 8:27 PM
Monday, January 19, 2009 at 8:27 PM