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its the period to eat and grow fat. more bak guas, more pineapple tarts, more love letters.
its the period to see clutters of people wear red.
the period to collect ang baos.
the period to gamble.
the period to intro your bf/gf to the family.
the period to lou hei.
..to have Q & A session with relatives.
..to see and talk to relatives whom u see only once a year.
..to realise you dont recognise them anymore.
..to have the perfect excuse to shop and replace the wardrobe!
yes. sis and i bought 16 pieces of clothes in 1/2 day. i am not going to shop for the next 3 months. scold me, if you see me buying. haha.
cny holi is over! back to work for the next few months! no public holi for feb and march. urgh. but thank god i got a job! i was merely grumbling.
thanks for the people who asked and cared. i was jus a lil emo. i'm really ok. i have to be ok.
Thursday, January 29, 2009 at 9:46 PM
Turn down the lights, turn down the bed
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me, tell me no lies
Just hold me close, don't patronize
Don't patronize me
'Cause I can't make you love me If you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark in these final hours
I will lay down my heart, and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
And I can't make you love me
If you don't
I'll close my eyes and then I won't see
The love you do not feel, when you're holding me
Morning will come, and I'll do what's right
Just give me till then, to give up this fight
And I will give up this fight
'Cause I can't make you love me If you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark in these final hours
I will lay down my heart, and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
And I can't make you love me
If you don't
Ain't no use in you trying
It's no good for me baby without love
All my tears, all these years, everything I believed in
Baby
Oh yeah
Someone's gonna love me
at 7:37 PM
honestly, it was my bad, my wrongdoing. i wasnt in any position to comment now. its the only thing i would change if i could go back to the past. but the answer is, NO, i cant. i moved on..i tried to moved on. i got into a state of self denial. brought myself back into this world n started to live again.
i know its past tense. i'm putting this chapter down. in fact, i've alr closed this chapter. but its jus weird, weird that i'm tearing now. the feeling of reading an old book u've read long time ago but yet still cry on it, even knowing the content. i appreciate everything he'd done. how i was taught to love, taught to cherish and taught to let go. i am a better person because of him. thank you. =)
and i realise the beauty of msn.
with msn. i can easily hide my feelings. i can pretend to be busy. i can be crying but yet appear to still be chatty and "alive". might sound like a hypocrite to you. but to me, this mask is essential.
very good. at the end of this post, i've stopped tearing. i've moved on..n so does he. i'll do anything, anything for his happiness.
Monday, January 19, 2009 at 8:27 PM
its in my wishlist!
3. very motivated to learn my guitar well. oops! i think i didnt tell you? i got myself a guitar!
Thursday, January 15, 2009 at 11:25 PM
sis and i. we spent quite a bomb to change our "look". did u notice it?
the bride! oops. she got too tired from smiling at the camera for the whole day. one of my closest cousins. the groom proclaimed and vowed to treat her well. so sweeeets.
we made her "drink" our blessings! caught on camera!
if you have not noticed, sis extended her hair to super long. and i highlighted my hair. =D
Sunday, January 11, 2009 at 9:26 PM
i organised a trip to "hot boys kelong". Googled it and you can see their website. looked all nice, the pictures, the fresh seafood, sunrise, sashimi, big catch of fish, island hopping, ktv, pool... wahhhhs. makes me drroooool.
SO we set off very early one morning, at 7am, and drove up to kota tinggi and to tanjung lehman. lost our way abit but still able to locate the place after asking a few ppl. it was raining that day.. in fact one whole day + night. the bum boat ride was bad, but still manage to take some decent pictures:
when we finally reached the kelong... my first reaction was "omg. refugee camp?"
all of us were drenched and sticky and had our lunch in the dark (the ppl dont want to switch the light on, duno y!). since the day was bad, there wasnt any island hopping. sads.
i didnt take pictures of the toilet. there's really a hole and whatever business you've done would be dropped directly into the sea. imagine fishing near the toilets...and eating the fishes u caught. eeeeeeks.
the kelong is a bit of disappointment to me. mayb if it didnt rain, there would have been more fun. we did go fishing for awhile, but the weather's too cold. Teng caught 3 small fishes and i caught none. haha.
Thursday, January 08, 2009 at 11:56 PM
we mahjong-ed.
at 11:39 PM
not the man-made waterfall you see at jurong birdpark.
the water came from mountains.. and we decided to take a dip in!
we're all tired after the "jacuuzi"...
at 11:35 PM