nopes. its not about australia.
haha. wait til i get more photos and it'll b... wad? aust part 4?

things felt different. i changed my proactive attitude totally, but yet, didnt feel gd abt it. not that i feel good before. i just feel so fake. and i believe that after many trials, i'll be an expert in pretence. so pro that no one can sense it. yes, absolutely no one.

the walls start to build again - being defensive and protective towards self. i didnt wan to shield against anyone on purpose, it just come naturally. there are things that i dont wan to say anymore and there are things that i dont wan to tell. sometimes i dont even know why i snapped, and i'm sorry if i snapped at you.

something's eating into me. what i'm blessed with is friends. friends that reli care and understand. a fren that KNOWS me and read me like an open book. pointed out that i dont eat strawberry flavour, i dont like sour stuffs, and nitty gritty things that i might not even notice. how cool is that? you know who you are =) friends that who will confide in me even though we dont meet for months. of cos, i'm sad that i'm unable to kp in touch with sis. once, we were so close and now, a distant apart.

to count what i have on my hands and not those that had left. i remember this.
sounds like a reflection post. haha. i am going to work hard and kp the people in my hand. and i wan to say that i miss you, sis! meet up soon~ =)

mumbling on
Tuesday, November 25, 2008 at 11:48 PM