i actually didnt know how to start writing for this post. so many things i wish i could say it explicitly, but situations doesnt allow.

i felt my patience was being tested, and almost reaching the threshold. was it due to my competency level? or was it because of external factors? every actions and words in the past determines today's results. 'you reap what you sow'. so when the results isnt what you want, dont start blaming others. the word 'reponsibility' isnt jus a word in the dictionary.

n it explains 3 situations that i'm facing now.
i feel totally f up and useless me starts dropping tears again.

mumbling on
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 at 10:13 PM