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i was all in thoughts these few days. mayb that was the root cause for my pms.
I couldnt understand, couldnt empathise.
mayb i'm jus waiting for miracles to happen. i'm upset over things which arent within my control. resign to fate? give up n watch it go? i dunno.
well, work has been okies. was kind of busy last week. its good.. time passes real fast. i need to build up my communication competency though.oh i'm leaving for australia on 22nd oct til 6 nov. please miss me =)
went comex today.
I think half of singapore was at comex, so many ppl lars! as usual.. even though they opened up more exhibition halls, increases the dist btw booths.. but still! -__- tsktsk.
i was in such a low low mood this afternoon..thank you mee!! you hav made me luff today! *hugs* i know i'm blessed with many many good frens! and i know u've been busying over my birthday stuffs.. i reli appreciate it. looking forward to tue dinner. =) i'm sorry for making the others busy too. simple dinner ya? thanks all.. appreciate it. =D
hopes dashed as the weeks went by. back to the same spot where it started. i swear i felt it..but seems like its my decoding mistake again? i was SO sure...hurhur. fake de. pui. i'm sad, because of you.
I couldnt understand, couldnt empathise.
mayb i'm jus waiting for miracles to happen. i'm upset over things which arent within my control. resign to fate? give up n watch it go? i dunno.
sighs.
well, work has been okies. was kind of busy last week. its good.. time passes real fast. i need to build up my communication competency though.oh i'm leaving for australia on 22nd oct til 6 nov. please miss me =)
went comex today.
I think half of singapore was at comex, so many ppl lars! as usual.. even though they opened up more exhibition halls, increases the dist btw booths.. but still! -__- tsktsk.
i was in such a low low mood this afternoon..thank you mee!! you hav made me luff today! *hugs* i know i'm blessed with many many good frens! and i know u've been busying over my birthday stuffs.. i reli appreciate it. looking forward to tue dinner. =) i'm sorry for making the others busy too. simple dinner ya? thanks all.. appreciate it. =D
hopes dashed as the weeks went by. back to the same spot where it started. i swear i felt it..but seems like its my decoding mistake again? i was SO sure...hurhur. fake de. pui. i'm sad, because of you.
mumbling on
Sunday, August 31, 2008 at 12:40 AM
Sunday, August 31, 2008 at 12:40 AM
pom pom pom
i couldnt explained the thrill and sadness i felt when the fireworks exploded above me.
thrilled because i caught the fireworks with a good view, felt as if it was only 100m away and the sparkles seem to be falling on me. its like millions of twinkling stars raining from the sky.
sad because the moment was shortlived. everything were gone in a puff of smoke within minutes.
sighs.
jus like the reality. happy moments are shortlived and so please cherish them before its gone.
thrilled because i caught the fireworks with a good view, felt as if it was only 100m away and the sparkles seem to be falling on me. its like millions of twinkling stars raining from the sky.
sad because the moment was shortlived. everything were gone in a puff of smoke within minutes.
sighs.
jus like the reality. happy moments are shortlived and so please cherish them before its gone.
mumbling on
Sunday, August 24, 2008 at 12:59 AM
Sunday, August 24, 2008 at 12:59 AM
at the threshold
i actually didnt know how to start writing for this post. so many things i wish i could say it explicitly, but situations doesnt allow.
i felt my patience was being tested, and almost reaching the threshold. was it due to my competency level? or was it because of external factors? every actions and words in the past determines today's results. 'you reap what you sow'. so when the results isnt what you want, dont start blaming others. the word 'reponsibility' isnt jus a word in the dictionary.
n it explains 3 situations that i'm facing now.
i feel totally f up and useless me starts dropping tears again.
i felt my patience was being tested, and almost reaching the threshold. was it due to my competency level? or was it because of external factors? every actions and words in the past determines today's results. 'you reap what you sow'. so when the results isnt what you want, dont start blaming others. the word 'reponsibility' isnt jus a word in the dictionary.
n it explains 3 situations that i'm facing now.
i feel totally f up and useless me starts dropping tears again.
mumbling on
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 at 10:13 PM
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 at 10:13 PM
the routine life
it has been work, work and more work.
my second week at work, so far it has been interesting.. going testings, going sites for meetings.. yadah yadah. its not boring! but i just feel tired and routined. yes, no doubt i'm only at second week of work. at this time of 9.30pm, i alr feel sleepy. gah!
everything is okays..colleagues are friendly. since its mini ntu, so everyone cliques very fast. and there's no need to afraid nobody's lunching with me. haha. i'm still at the blur stage, trying my best to uds whatever they say. so far so good. =)
i'm gg away to australia in late oct to early nov.. abt 13-19 days, going under the pretext of 'work' and 'learning trip'. i'm soooooooooooooo excited abt this!! i know its gg to b tough, to be in the desert under the hot dry weather... heh. but there's so much to learn n experience frm it! happies. =D
it makes me feel like what comes around goes around, everything happens for a reason. and now, its my chance to have a taste of it and see what you have went through. but the whole situation changed, none of anything is the same and we are in our separate worlds. i feel sad.
my second week at work, so far it has been interesting.. going testings, going sites for meetings.. yadah yadah. its not boring! but i just feel tired and routined. yes, no doubt i'm only at second week of work. at this time of 9.30pm, i alr feel sleepy. gah!
everything is okays..colleagues are friendly. since its mini ntu, so everyone cliques very fast. and there's no need to afraid nobody's lunching with me. haha. i'm still at the blur stage, trying my best to uds whatever they say. so far so good. =)
i'm gg away to australia in late oct to early nov.. abt 13-19 days, going under the pretext of 'work' and 'learning trip'. i'm soooooooooooooo excited abt this!! i know its gg to b tough, to be in the desert under the hot dry weather... heh. but there's so much to learn n experience frm it! happies. =D
it makes me feel like what comes around goes around, everything happens for a reason. and now, its my chance to have a taste of it and see what you have went through. but the whole situation changed, none of anything is the same and we are in our separate worlds. i feel sad.
mumbling on
Tuesday, August 12, 2008 at 9:24 PM
Tuesday, August 12, 2008 at 9:24 PM
ktv ktv!!
went ktv with huisan and darren. its been v v long since i've heard san sang. so nice, i like =D haha. and darren is VERY entertaining. he's the most gossipy guy i've ever known.
i love pouring my hearts out. not to everyone, but to those ppl tt i want and willing to share with. the mutual consensus, laughs, updates...love to the teeny weeny bits. seriously, how long ago hav i sat down n talk to san like this? thank you girl~ =) i'm sorry for making you drink. next time alan dont let you go out with me alr. =(
i really really wish i got a camera that day!!!!
i love pouring my hearts out. not to everyone, but to those ppl tt i want and willing to share with. the mutual consensus, laughs, updates...love to the teeny weeny bits. seriously, how long ago hav i sat down n talk to san like this? thank you girl~ =) i'm sorry for making you drink. next time alan dont let you go out with me alr. =(
i really really wish i got a camera that day!!!!
mumbling on
Saturday, August 09, 2008 at 9:15 PM
Saturday, August 09, 2008 at 9:15 PM
v random thots after fatigue sets in
have you ever met someone and sensed mutual sparkle when your eyes met?
have you ever met someone that can brighten up your day just by even the smiles?
was wondering why cant we have alternate work days.. maybe everyone would be more motivated and hence efficient?
anyway, went for this hrm proj group gathering just now. dinner @ swensens. and my leader is still so efficient lars! i reach home, open mail, then the photos are alr in the mailbox. less than 2 hrs.. wow. ever so impressed at najmi! haha.
have you ever met someone that can brighten up your day just by even the smiles?
was wondering why cant we have alternate work days.. maybe everyone would be more motivated and hence efficient?
_____
anyway, went for this hrm proj group gathering just now. dinner @ swensens. and my leader is still so efficient lars! i reach home, open mail, then the photos are alr in the mailbox. less than 2 hrs.. wow. ever so impressed at najmi! haha.
nice chit chat, updates.. and andrew is going to be my colleague! yay. haha. jiayou mee! i'll try to help you pave the way.. dont be demoralised!
mumbling on
Wednesday, August 06, 2008 at 11:41 PM
Wednesday, August 06, 2008 at 11:41 PM
my first step into the working society
it was a slack day, with absolutely nothing to do. i was issued a brand new laptop..woots! (i'm thinking of selling my laptop now, shld i?) and lotsa admin stuffs done in the morning. its like mini ntu in there.. haha. cos there are many familiar faces around. thank god i have willy and chi meng to guide me on the miscellaneous stuffs. i would have died of blur-ness. haha.
a mentor brought me around, and was introduced one by one. briefing session by the bosses was a bit intimidating. everyone seems nice and friendly. (haha.. yea, thats only the first day.) i adore how the boss talk abt bringing the team to work like family and how the staffs shld enjoy going to work n enjoy going home from work.
it seems like a job i'll find interest in. having to use a bit of technical knowledge and also building on the people-people relationship. not desk-bound job, able to go out for testing n meet people. if i got my driving license i can drive the company car too! only drawback is the phone i'm using now! hoho nokia 8250 the non-colour phone with the blue light. damn retro. tsk.
jus hope everything goes well and scareddy cat jiayun can surmount all fears~
a mentor brought me around, and was introduced one by one. briefing session by the bosses was a bit intimidating. everyone seems nice and friendly. (haha.. yea, thats only the first day.) i adore how the boss talk abt bringing the team to work like family and how the staffs shld enjoy going to work n enjoy going home from work.
it seems like a job i'll find interest in. having to use a bit of technical knowledge and also building on the people-people relationship. not desk-bound job, able to go out for testing n meet people. if i got my driving license i can drive the company car too! only drawback is the phone i'm using now! hoho nokia 8250 the non-colour phone with the blue light. damn retro. tsk.
jus hope everything goes well and scareddy cat jiayun can surmount all fears~
mumbling on
Monday, August 04, 2008 at 10:37 PM
Monday, August 04, 2008 at 10:37 PM
ntu alumni party @ st james powerhse!
despite of the hurting gum and difficulty to talk, i still decided to go st james. haha. and before that event, met mee n yingchao for dinner @ fig and olive.
one was busy smsing until battery flat, the other was busy exploring camera function... 
i ordered chicken pesto cabonara but i really couldnt eat chicken, SO, nice yc changed his fish for my chicken! luckily there's potato which is soft enough for me to consume.=) cos i cant eat that spag too
yc dont believe that him holding the camera can fit all 3 of us into the picture..
us at st james!!! n i met willy there too!
picture of the day =D
my gum was very pain that day. the food, the talking, the smiles for pictures and 1 small glass of whiskey dry. i totally cannot dance that day. sorry mee. not high enuf. i went home early too! and i'm jus happy to be there, take pictures.. n watch the professors dance! HAHA.
one was busy smsing until battery flat, the other was busy exploring camera function... 
i ordered chicken pesto cabonara but i really couldnt eat chicken, SO, nice yc changed his fish for my chicken! luckily there's potato which is soft enough for me to consume.=) cos i cant eat that spag too
yc dont believe that him holding the camera can fit all 3 of us into the picture..
us at st james!!! n i met willy there too!
picture of the day =D
my gum was very pain that day. the food, the talking, the smiles for pictures and 1 small glass of whiskey dry. i totally cannot dance that day. sorry mee. not high enuf. i went home early too! and i'm jus happy to be there, take pictures.. n watch the professors dance! HAHA.
mumbling on
at 9:41 PM
at 9:41 PM
SO PAINFUL ='(
i want to whine, cry and scream.
mumbling on
Saturday, August 02, 2008 at 1:54 AM
Saturday, August 02, 2008 at 1:54 AM