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+ haolingz
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+ jared
+ jamie
+ janessa
+ jolyn
+ KingKongJane
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+ serene
+ sharon
+ sheya
+ sis
+ sophia
+ Teng
+ ning
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- now playing -
dilemma
the job market isn't looking bright now.
i was very upset there was still no news of interviews yesterday night. My applications seem to have gone missing, lost amongst the singnet network. AND THEN i received a call from ST this morning which brought me to an interview in the evening.
seriously, i hate this process alot, being interviewed and judged by the one-time-only-you-better-impress-me meeting. And it is also this session that will make me face the hard facts and be true to myself. I really dont want myself to be dragging feets to work for the next 2 or more years to come. I want to find something that I have passion in, or at least interested in. Question is, can I afford to be picky now? Do i have time to be choosy? I've turned down 2 job opportunities which...i'm really really not interested in. but... sighs. considering my liabilities, the logical wayout is to just grab hold of any job that I was offered.
I need my ideal situation come true.
i was very upset there was still no news of interviews yesterday night. My applications seem to have gone missing, lost amongst the singnet network. AND THEN i received a call from ST this morning which brought me to an interview in the evening.
seriously, i hate this process alot, being interviewed and judged by the one-time-only-you-better-impress-me meeting. And it is also this session that will make me face the hard facts and be true to myself. I really dont want myself to be dragging feets to work for the next 2 or more years to come. I want to find something that I have passion in, or at least interested in. Question is, can I afford to be picky now? Do i have time to be choosy? I've turned down 2 job opportunities which...i'm really really not interested in. but... sighs. considering my liabilities, the logical wayout is to just grab hold of any job that I was offered.
I need my ideal situation come true.
mumbling on
Tuesday, June 24, 2008 at 10:57 PM
Tuesday, June 24, 2008 at 10:57 PM
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Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.
i totally agree with the above. Stole it frm marvin's blog. Oh well, communication IS such an important tool i must say. No matter you are at work or at home, with your friends, girlfriend/boyfriend or even your next door neighbours.. if you are able to communicate tactfully, there will be peace! Well, maybe more than peace, faith and harmony too!
But.. life is not perfect, neither me nor you. Sighs. I'm going to work on it. Maybe i should double filter my thoughts before my mouth moved or maybe i should just kept quiet.
I'm tired of all these.
i totally agree with the above. Stole it frm marvin's blog. Oh well, communication IS such an important tool i must say. No matter you are at work or at home, with your friends, girlfriend/boyfriend or even your next door neighbours.. if you are able to communicate tactfully, there will be peace! Well, maybe more than peace, faith and harmony too!
But.. life is not perfect, neither me nor you. Sighs. I'm going to work on it. Maybe i should double filter my thoughts before my mouth moved or maybe i should just kept quiet.
I'm tired of all these.
mumbling on
Sunday, June 22, 2008 at 1:03 AM
Sunday, June 22, 2008 at 1:03 AM
graduated!
REMARK: YOU HAVE COMPLETED THE DEGREE OF BACHELOR OF ENGINEERING (ELECTRICAL & ELECTRONIC ENGINEERING) WITH SECOND CLASS HONOURS (LOWER DIVISION)
*screams* can u feel my joy?!
i think i'm lucky to get a 2nd lower.. i'm excited and elated and yes, very happy.
i forgive ntu for their screwed up network on the release of results.. heh.
NOW its time to mass send my resume!!
i wanna partyyy~!
mumbling on
Thursday, June 05, 2008 at 11:05 PM
Thursday, June 05, 2008 at 11:05 PM
lost
i'm sorry to hurt and torture you
through words and attitudes
it seems u're not the first, for i've done it before you
it tears me up deep inside, but i know thats the only way
'sorry' is the only word i could say
i've never been so sure
of the things that i wanted
and for this once, i know there's no turning back
and 'sorry' its the only word i could say
many things i left unsaid
'cos i hate to face the truth
i jus realise... that time isnt going to make it heal
the history that i buried is eating into me
so is ignorance really a bliss?
okies.. as i said, the thoughts had savoured me. hurr.
through words and attitudes
it seems u're not the first, for i've done it before you
it tears me up deep inside, but i know thats the only way
'sorry' is the only word i could say
i've never been so sure
of the things that i wanted
and for this once, i know there's no turning back
and 'sorry' its the only word i could say
many things i left unsaid
'cos i hate to face the truth
i jus realise... that time isnt going to make it heal
the history that i buried is eating into me
so is ignorance really a bliss?
okies.. as i said, the thoughts had savoured me. hurr.
mumbling on
Monday, June 02, 2008 at 3:40 AM
Monday, June 02, 2008 at 3:40 AM
sometimes when we touch by olivia
You ask me if I love you
and I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
in what you say or do
I'm only just beginning
to see the real you
And sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much
and I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides
Romance and all it's strategy
leaves me battling with my pride
But through all the insecurity
some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
still trapped within my youth
And sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much
and I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides
At times I'd like to break you
and drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
and hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
and I know how hard you try
I watched while love commands you
and I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters
still searching for a friend
a brother or a sister
but then the passion flares again
And sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much
and I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides
beautiful voice, beautiful song...i love it the moment i heard it.
a lovely song for the night when you're alone in the room.
let your thoughts savour you...
and I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
in what you say or do
I'm only just beginning
to see the real you
And sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much
and I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides
Romance and all it's strategy
leaves me battling with my pride
But through all the insecurity
some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
still trapped within my youth
And sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much
and I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides
At times I'd like to break you
and drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
and hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
and I know how hard you try
I watched while love commands you
and I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters
still searching for a friend
a brother or a sister
but then the passion flares again
And sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much
and I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides
beautiful voice, beautiful song...i love it the moment i heard it.
a lovely song for the night when you're alone in the room.
let your thoughts savour you...
mumbling on
at 2:50 AM
at 2:50 AM