i chanced upon something and summoned all my courage before i opened that small black box hidden at a corner of my drawer. in it, there's 3 handmade flowers, along with a letter and a tissue note. apparently i've long forgotten about their existence. i read them once.. and gave a smirk. i just felt everything was so fake. i was damn naive. BUT i'm so so glad that everything was history. i know wad i want now.