- the words -
- the wants -
- the lovelies -
+ charmie
+ clifton
+ chaowei
+ fabian
+ haolingz
+ horng yunn
+ huisan
+ jabriel
+ jared
+ jamie
+ janessa
+ jolyn
+ KingKongJane
+ marvin
+ mee
+ ninja
+ paul
+ samuel
+ serene
+ sharon
+ sheya
+ sis
+ sophia
+ Teng
+ ning
+ clifton
+ chaowei
+ fabian
+ haolingz
+ horng yunn
+ huisan
+ jabriel
+ jared
+ jamie
+ janessa
+ jolyn
+ KingKongJane
+ marvin
+ mee
+ ninja
+ paul
+ samuel
+ serene
+ sharon
+ sheya
+ sis
+ sophia
+ Teng
+ ning
- the past -
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- now playing -
escapist
emptiness engulfed me.
the ball is in my court and i didnt know how to continue to play the rest of the game.
i wanted so much to walk out of the court. i'm tired.. i needed a rest.
sighs.
i want to pack my bag and leave the city.
the ball is in my court and i didnt know how to continue to play the rest of the game.
i wanted so much to walk out of the court. i'm tired.. i needed a rest.
sighs.
i want to pack my bag and leave the city.
mumbling on
Monday, April 21, 2008 at 4:14 AM
Monday, April 21, 2008 at 4:14 AM
emotions.
do you know, i always get the why-shld-i-b-feeling-this-way kind of thoughts? it jus kept haunting me.. and the best thing is, i still left it unsaid. i rather guess and assume, simple - afraid to be told the truth. i am starting to hate the pretence. starting to hate the vexed and bothered feeling over something that mayb wasnt an issue at all. so yars.. that makes no logic for the frustration. in the first place, i wasnt in any position to comment. i thought wrong and decoded the signal wrongly. my bad.
for the past few weeks and next few weeks to come.. i'll b mugging. the final semester of studies unless... *touchwood. i can smell the air of freedom alr. heh.
hold me, jus once more.
for the past few weeks and next few weeks to come.. i'll b mugging. the final semester of studies unless... *touchwood. i can smell the air of freedom alr. heh.
hold me, jus once more.
mumbling on
Wednesday, April 16, 2008 at 11:15 PM
Wednesday, April 16, 2008 at 11:15 PM
i'll survive
i shld congratulate myself for being decisive?
mayb nots.
there's so much unspeakables n feelings that are beyond words that can describe.
i know clearly where am i heading towards.
and i know clearly the consequences.
pretending isnt the best way, but for now, i can pretend i'm independent.
it'll take time again. but somehow, i do feel apologetic for behaving the way which isnt me.
something must hav been wrong with me, being possessed by the selfish me.
u've done great and done well.
really.
n for the longest time in history, i talked abt it again last night with mee.
its a taboo, if she didnt noe. haha. i'm trying hard not to b reminded.
i feel for her, really. but cldnt even give good advice.
and, i teared. sighs.
to mee: u're a fren i wan to keep too. thanks for sharing n jia you! =D
mayb nots.
there's so much unspeakables n feelings that are beyond words that can describe.
i know clearly where am i heading towards.
and i know clearly the consequences.
pretending isnt the best way, but for now, i can pretend i'm independent.
it'll take time again. but somehow, i do feel apologetic for behaving the way which isnt me.
something must hav been wrong with me, being possessed by the selfish me.
u've done great and done well.
really.
n for the longest time in history, i talked abt it again last night with mee.
its a taboo, if she didnt noe. haha. i'm trying hard not to b reminded.
i feel for her, really. but cldnt even give good advice.
and, i teared. sighs.
to mee: u're a fren i wan to keep too. thanks for sharing n jia you! =D
mumbling on
Saturday, April 05, 2008 at 8:17 PM
Saturday, April 05, 2008 at 8:17 PM