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thank you fabian!

did u notice a change? yesyes.. lesser scrolling bars now.
software engineering taught me:

it causes stress onto the user if there are too many scrolling bars in a single webpage

so i shldnt cause stress to you!


mumbling on
Tuesday, November 27, 2007 at 10:19 PM

what a wonderful world

this piece of news came as a shock and cause some trauma to me:

wa lao! i got nth to say... damn.
thank you, fabian.. hais.


mumbling on
Sunday, November 25, 2007 at 1:31 AM

thought of the day


i wasnt sure wads left bhind were true,
but i believe there's something unexplainable flowing in me.
i didnt dare to give a second thought,
i just wish i could hav more of this time.
i want to scream that i was wrong,
but i was afraid and i fear.
i wish i could do something abt it,
but i was afraid and i fear.
it feels like before.. familiar, warmth and the smiles.

i'm sure, this is what i want.
BUT how?



mumbling on
at 12:45 AM

shout for joy!

i'm left with one last paper!
*beaming*
and i'm so glad i can start slacking now.. i tink school really shld implement 50-50 scheme, 50% solely on examination, 50% on assignments/projects/quizzes.. so i'll noe how much effort to put in when i'm studying =x feeling abit yaya papaya now.. cos i've alr secured an A+ in the first 50%! bwahaha.

yesterday i signed up for this:



i know i will regret. its SGD85/mth. oh manz. the thought of it meant i got heavier liabilities for the next 30 months to come. tsktsk. cldnt resist the temptation of them offering a not-so-bad lappy + i've always wanted to hav one! price a lil steep though.. and i'm a small user.. 10Mbps! boos~ i dont need so fast a speed anyway. STILL~ the needs vs wants internal struggle...n the devil won. i'm excited over the new lappy yet worried over the bills. Sighs.

i intend to upgrade the lappy anyway.. so that i can run vista + window xp together with a 2GB RAM. ask me why? cos i've got to run my fyp software since its not compatible wif vista. n i dunno for nuts how to run them tgt.. i hope someone will help me? o.O for now, i shall stay optimistic and woots over the arrival of the lappy..



mumbling on
Saturday, November 24, 2007 at 4:19 PM

ramblings

its been some time. =(

midst of exam, 2 papers down. u must b wondering y aint i studying? tsk.
i wonder sometimes if studying really helps. the day before the paper, i'm sure that i can uds the subj wholly, yet the next moment sitting in front of the paper, i cant do at all! its such a frustrating feeling.. and walking out of the examination hall, u cant help but hope there will be moderation! tsktsk.
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everyone wishes the best in their life, a stable job, a cosy family, a bright future, financial stability, materialistic wants etc..seems difficult to be contented. contentment is sth that i am still learning. the expectation for sth better, kills me. well, it might not be sth bad.. rather than just expecting, put into action and make it happen! but its easier said than done. i couldnt slp the whole night, spent time thinking on what i shld do. then i decided to place the matter down and see how. its not the first time.. whenever i cant solve sth, i'll choose to leave it until when the matter comes back and haunts me again. its bad in decision making.. yes, i noe. i'm a low risk taker, or rather i'm afraid of change.

Change encompass a train of consequences: actions, people around me, how they think and feel, how I think and will feel. its so much to bear... hmmm. i wan courage to embrace change. i will learn and someday, i'll b more decisive? haha.

will you let me?


mumbling on
Thursday, November 15, 2007 at 8:37 PM