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- now playing -
stand by me
i wanna keep my life so busy.
... is loneliness bearable? being alone n feeling lonely is different.
i question myself sometimes. of the absurdity tts gg on and happening. its so much better if i take everything on a lighter note it seems. ahs i start talking abt things tt only i can uds. hurhur. forgive me. late night blogging always send me into oblivion. =x
Made a meal and threw it up on Sunday
So what's the matter with you?
Times are hard when things have got no meaning
So what's the matter with you?
If you're leaving will you take me with you
The Way It's gonna be, baby I can see
Don't you know the cold and wind and rain don't know
i wanna keep my life so busy.
i wanna find other focus.. time to get my butt off n start finding a good driving instructor. time to start flipping the look-so-chim advanced theory book. hais.
mayb to find another tuition assignment. i dunno. i wan to do sth different and self-fulfilling.
... is loneliness bearable? being alone n feeling lonely is different.
hmm, i cant eat alone.. but will try it soon. i'll survive. =)
i wan try eating sakae buffet alone someday!! HAHA. ning reli makes me o.O there's like so much independency i can learn frm her. and i wan watch movie alone someday too. gee.
i question myself sometimes. of the absurdity tts gg on and happening. its so much better if i take everything on a lighter note it seems. ahs i start talking abt things tt only i can uds. hurhur. forgive me. late night blogging always send me into oblivion. =x
my iTunes shuffled to a nice song...
Stand By Me
Made a meal and threw it up on Sunday
I've -Gotta lot of things to learn
Said I would and I'll be leaving one day
Before my heart starts to burn
So what's the matter with you?
Sing me something new... don't you know
The cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away
Times are hard when things have got no meaning
I've found a key upon the floor
Maybe you and I will not believe in the things we find
Behind the door
So what's the matter with you?
Sing me something new... don't you know
The cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away
Stand by me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
If you're leaving will you take me with you
I'm tired of talking on my phone
There is one thing I can never give you
My heart can never be your home
So what's the matter with you?
Sing me something new... don't you know
The cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away
Stand by me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
The Way It's gonna be, baby I can see
Don't you know the cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away
Stand by me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
mumbling on
Monday, June 25, 2007 at 11:02 PM
Monday, June 25, 2007 at 11:02 PM
motivation
first jap class =)
i was very motivated to do well in my yr 4 sem. well, SUDDENLY v motivated, n i tink i made someone motivated too. haha. if only this motivaton wont wears off when the sem starts. hmm goal does help alot. its my 5-yr goal plan that keeps me going!
way to go ppl~!!
Never Let You Go
The rain, just never seems to bring
My heart, can't seem to learn to part
Though I told myself won't hold my breath
If you gave me,
The way, you left me on the train
Though I told myself won't hold my breath
first jap class =)
rather fun.. just a bit stress over qns that the tutor might post to you.
AND its not easy ahs. the long long tongue-twisting phrases, the many many jap characters that must memorise! its interesting to learn a new language, but to learn at this age of mine aint ez at all. heh.. its still a big step forward to me.
i was very motivated to do well in my yr 4 sem. well, SUDDENLY v motivated, n i tink i made someone motivated too. haha. if only this motivaton wont wears off when the sem starts. hmm goal does help alot. its my 5-yr goal plan that keeps me going!
way to go ppl~!!
i'm happies... =D
thank you.
mumbling on
Tuesday, June 19, 2007 at 2:03 AM
Tuesday, June 19, 2007 at 2:03 AM
Never Let You Go
The rain, just never seems to bring
the joy, I feel the same
everlasting pain of my loss remains
My heart, can't seem to learn to part
the hold you left the mark
all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark
Though I told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in
If you gave me,
one more chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me,
one more chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes
and you know, I'd never let you go
The way, you left me on the train
I don't know what to say
I remember everything on that day
I can't believe we'd never dance
I just need one more chance to share the sunset
our one last romance
Though I told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in
mumbling on
Friday, June 15, 2007 at 12:05 AM
Friday, June 15, 2007 at 12:05 AM
十个他不如你一个
事實上背著良心告別你
但是我想還是未及永不捨棄
人人初戀得一次
人人失戀失一次
仍然極度在乎你
最後 最後
her voice is awesome.
事實上背著良心告別你
我試過責備自己討厭你
從來並未被受遺棄
但是我想還是未及永不捨棄
皆因不過憧戀 自亂到猶如做戲
不可到尾
旁人也屢度說起
人人初戀得一次
太回味那時
人人自然自私
要耗盡才終止
以後無論再找 十個他
不相似
甚或要
懷念到再來一次
人人失戀失一次
我還未算遲
其時未及認知
愛會在沉默裡中止
我也許失去至知
那快樂全部會停止
卻又未知 下一次
仍然極度在乎你
但是我想回頭亦是
惹我生氣
初戀不過憧戀
但現實誰講道理
卻仿似做戲
離愁了愛沒有死
最後 最後
對錯抉擇時知
最後 分離
我都玩過一次
最後 最後
做錯了但我知
結合 分離
最多只有一次
her voice is awesome.
mumbling on
Thursday, June 14, 2007 at 11:34 PM
Thursday, June 14, 2007 at 11:34 PM
photos!!!
YAYs the photos~!!!
YAYs the photos~!!!
thanks ning & jan~ =D
this is our farewell appreciation to them, we specially learnt n made these. credits to san! big thanks girl~
Product Marketing team + students.
AND finally~
we've come tgt far, survivng the early hours and constant sian-ness frm work. keeping each other company n bullying kc. ha. he's behind the camera anyway. =x
mumbling on
Sunday, June 10, 2007 at 10:05 PM
Sunday, June 10, 2007 at 10:05 PM
IA no more!
finally..
well well, last day of work was... disappointing. we've definitely learnt sth.
attachment experience was significantly different as compared to my other holiday work experience. I am definitely more dedicated.. haha, since my grades are involved. a rewarding 22-weeks plus getting to noe the IA peeps. hav matured n grown quite a bit.. quitting acoustic cos of work was the right-est thing i've ever done. haha sometimes i do feel i kp making not-so-right choices n in the end i got to make do wif it.. moved on and make them right again. well well, thats life. =/
finally..
attachment no more.
tmr i'll be staying at home n sticking my butt on the sofa. i'll be slping till the sun rises high, i'll be in town during office hours, i'll b having late nights out w/o concern of tmr working time, i can watch bleach the whole day. i'll be enjoying this one-week holiday. o.O
ahs! one-week nia.. n its back to sch. well, not an official semester, just special sem, two-modules, 1-mth, 5-day week. pui~
well well, last day of work was... disappointing. we've definitely learnt sth.
"希望越高失望越大"
we thot we'll hav a nice-get-tgt-last-lunch by the superiors, in the end the 5 of us went to a nearby cannot-make-it HANS. hais. we were sad la. the feeling of kana cheated. ben bluff us again. boos~ n it was a series of unfortunate events at HANS. jus sorry to kc la, we cant reli appreciate what u've done by buying the choco cake w/o asking. its a nice gesture.. but, oh well, u shld hav asked. yeahz, i havent eat any cheese cake YET.
everything was better when gary brought a surprise cake into the pantry after lunch. it was meant for the june birthday peeps and somehow for us interns too. a series of photo shoots.. lets wait for jan to uplaod n send me =)
attachment experience was significantly different as compared to my other holiday work experience. I am definitely more dedicated.. haha, since my grades are involved. a rewarding 22-weeks plus getting to noe the IA peeps. hav matured n grown quite a bit.. quitting acoustic cos of work was the right-est thing i've ever done. haha sometimes i do feel i kp making not-so-right choices n in the end i got to make do wif it.. moved on and make them right again. well well, thats life. =/
mumbling on
at 7:10 PM
at 7:10 PM
chap-pa-lang
heh.havent blog for quite some time.
last friday we had an interns' farewell bbq at my director's place.
and come sth which upset n angered me (again). an obstacle tt is being put to test. a decision of overcoming or giving up. the qns still lingers in the air.. the root must be solved.
and it was sunday.
i so so hope i've got pictures.. =( utterly upset. i brought camera for both occassions.. but i jus didnt take it out n snap..boo~
work has been so slack. nth to do.
heh.havent blog for quite some time.
lotsa stuffs to update!! but it all seems meaning-less to write it now.. tsktsk.
blog is abt the feeling at the moment ya? once i lost it.. i feel there's no meaning to blog.hais.
but STILL~ well, i shall jus summarised it.
last friday we had an interns' farewell bbq at my director's place.
it wasnt as sianz as i thot it will b..cos we had so much luffs n entertainment. haha.u cant imagine those senior director, senior manager bbq for us n provide the ocassional luffs. they were v different frm work.. friendly dudes. =)
and come sth which upset n angered me (again). an obstacle tt is being put to test. a decision of overcoming or giving up. the qns still lingers in the air.. the root must be solved.
and it was sunday.
jim's wedding dinner. jim is aug's brother.. i nv thot his marriage date will b this soon. he got my blessings n my well wishes. everything seems to b like ytd.. but 6 mths hav alr passed. i realised so many things are changing in jus 6 months. the restaurant was rather bad.. i reli dislike the hokkien show/singings. *hurmps* it turns me off la.. i rather hav love songs playing bhind.. at least more romantic ma! the shows simply spoil the mood manz. so me n sis made our own lil standard for our future wedding (if there is even one to say!).
i so so hope i've got pictures.. =( utterly upset. i brought camera for both occassions.. but i jus didnt take it out n snap..boo~
work has been so slack. nth to do.
but these few days of PC show can kill me alr.
i shldnt whine too much.. PC show = can claim time-off = next week more off days!!!
one more week til IA ends!!!
mumbling on
Friday, June 01, 2007 at 9:06 PM
Friday, June 01, 2007 at 9:06 PM