its never my intention to blog on this fri nite.
tsktsk.
i've made a pact with myself to finish at least 3/4 of my report so that i can go shopping for a nicey dress tmr for nx wk's ocassion. oh well, i will finish it, yes i will.
see, determination is what i lack. distraction is an obstacle i hav to overcome.
i'm feeling emo tonight, again.
mayb cos it's triggered by sth, mayb cos i'm thinking too much.
i need to lock myself up n stay in that corner.
i shldnt hav gave in to the wilfulness in me. i shldnt hav let myself out. i dont wan these problems to be flooding my life now. its bothering so much tt it is suffocating me. once again, i declare i fail. i hate to feel weak. i hate to cry. super-ultra disappointed.
hur. i laugh at myself sometimes.
i need to be in self-denial.
lets bury the silly n foolish me.
i'm happy. happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy...