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curl curls~


heh i cant resist the temptation to blog once i'm online.
cos i dont get to use internet after i change to starhub flexiplan. msn and edu.sg sites are free by the way, so i hardly buy credits just to blog ya..

my report is finally gg to finish soon. really took hrs today to sit down n work through it. i can sense the fire burning on my ass alr. hurhur. but, i'm still a good n well-trained procrastinator.
=x

for those tt we haven't met for a super long time, i've permed my hair olready.
hmm it has been abt 1 plus mth le las. and comments i get was - no difference.
super sad can! $$$!
i was bored the other day so i took shots of myself n the perms...



its not curly alr due to my laziness in mainaining it.. =(


mumbling on
Monday, May 21, 2007 at 12:37 AM

emo night


its never my intention to blog on this fri nite.
tsktsk.
i've made a pact with myself to finish at least 3/4 of my report so that i can go shopping for a nicey dress tmr for nx wk's ocassion. oh well, i will finish it, yes i will.
see, determination is what i lack. distraction is an obstacle i hav to overcome.

i'm feeling emo tonight, again.
mayb cos it's triggered by sth, mayb cos i'm thinking too much.
i need to lock myself up n stay in that corner.
i shldnt hav gave in to the wilfulness in me. i shldnt hav let myself out. i dont wan these problems to be flooding my life now. its bothering so much tt it is suffocating me. once again, i declare i fail. i hate to feel weak. i hate to cry. super-ultra disappointed.

hur. i laugh at myself sometimes.
i need to be in self-denial.
lets bury the silly n foolish me.

i'm happy. happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy...


mumbling on
Friday, May 18, 2007 at 11:43 PM

byul


Byul (star)


hav u watched it?


mumbling on
Sunday, May 13, 2007 at 3:26 PM

be thankful..


i've got fyp! i've got fyp! *shrieks n jump up and down*
big thanks to andy!
he is super pro can! n me just entry-level, mediocre, cannot make it..and i skipped the phase of meetin up profs n calling them.. i'm free riding and will be leeching and dependent on him. =( this is actually quite bad... but i WILL learn and wont be a burden to him!! i'm so happies~
lalala~
___

i was glad that i was there with her ytd..
i want to be there to wipe off her tears, to hug her n let her noe i cherish her, to look each other in the eyes n actually uds what we are thinkin deep inside.
i so like what she said "she filled the parts where i am short of" heh.. i feel the same too.
this is the amazing bond that no one can ever take away.
=)

love is so much of sacrificing and giving in, without asking anything in return.
n i realise that love in this context does not refer to couple love, but.. family love.
its the blood that is flowing in the vessels that make this significant difference.
how parents will nv stop caring for their kids and willingly provide for them all their life. its unexplainable and amazing.. though the bond is present, we still have to put in effort to kp it gg and not taking it for granted. it is very easy for everyone to neglect things that are always beside them. jus like air.. nobody bother of its existence.. hmm..

as compared to couple love.. hais. it needs so much more to keep it gg. cos the oh-so-amazing-same-blood-flow-in-the-vessel is not present. its takes even more sacrifices and understanding and empathy to manage it well. its hard giving in and not expecting sth in return. its hard to define the line of personal privacy. it sets me thinking for a while...its challenging la.. boo~

i'm happy, i'm counting my blessings.
esp when i'm supposed to be looking out for charity organisations for my company sponsorship. its called "social responsibilty". what u earn frm the society, you'll have to do ur part in the community as well.it saddened me to look thru those webbies and see that every organisations needs $$. its difficult to pick.. there are many out there who are less fortunate than me. so yeaz.. i'm thankful for whatever i have now...


mumbling on
at 12:24 PM

hard rock cafe


hard rock cafe.
nice place, nice ambience, good food.
everyone looked happy there.. even the waitress seems to be enjoying their work.
they got live band too.
=)
a place i'll go again..
thanks ning for the balloon and letting us have a wish each.

"爱...要勇敢说出来"


mumbling on
Saturday, May 05, 2007 at 4:03 PM

its abt decision-making again


i look at the list and it all disgusted me.
yeaz.. FYP project topics.
..circuit design and analysis for active inductors-speech translation-realtime eye tracking-beanforming using microphone array-manipulation of micro and nano particles by ultrasound..
oh manz.. NOTHING interest me at all.
sighs..
suddenly i realise i'm gg to graduate soon.
its my final year proj alr.. AND i'm gg to finish my attachment in a mth time.
time reli flies.
that girl that got into NTU 3 years back..the blur girl that lost her way during her first wk in sch. sems after sems.. and there she is now, looking at her choices for fyp.
i wonder how much has ppl change during this 3 years.
hmm.. definiately alot for me.

its time to do my IA report.
stop procrastinating, jiayun.


mumbling on
at 2:37 PM