If only i can shut my ears.. i'm tired of listening to what she has to say. it doesnt make sense to me anymore. i cant express myself as well as they do.. but i jus wan to do wat i wan, wat i feel i shld do. i am not gg to let them jeopardise my life.. pls stay away frm me if u are gg to upset me. yes i'm not gg to trust anymore. STOP bluffing your way thru n pollute my mind. i noe i've changed. at least, i'm more independent now. at least, i've seen thru the ugliness of human nature, including myself. i'm not being pessimistic.. but its how the world is.