sometimes i thot i've seen thru human nature.

everyone put on a smiley n nice to approach mask.. n i mean EVERYONE. ah yes, including myself.

tts how sad the so-called intelligent creature living on mother earth is.even if u reli did treat tt someone wif a true heart, does tt person reciprocate wif a true heart? or is he/she jus taking advantage of u? or put it in an uglier word, everyone is jus so FAKE.

i AM effing angry.

over things tt i was not appreciated, over things tt i'm sure i do not deserve it.DONT tell me that's how life is. there were gd times, n of cos, i cant say tt i'm the best ard. its getting on my nerves n i tink i've had enuf of it? wats wif the cant-bear-to-leave feeling? wats wif the cosy feeling tt i felt? wat i kp hearing is those tt i didnt wan to listen. it wont make a difference. cos i am not who i was.. i noe i dont deserve it. i noe wat i want.

do u reap wat u sow?

i begin to question tt. effort = result?

i dont tink so. ppl always say tt putting in effort is gd enuf. at least u put in ur best.

but hur.. is tt jus self-comforting? to me, effort muz equal to result. if result aint there, tt means u fail in it.