i havent been studying in front of my comp this semester.

i realise i cant concentrate. . esp wif my comp on.

nevertheless, i'm gonna take up this challenge n study in front of it today.

i have my study table beautifully wrapped up wif mahjong paper and a plastic cover some months back.. in addition of the frequent doodles and messages of frens tt they forcefully wrote when they chanced upon my room. a look of the words on my table, spell a negative n depressed me.

i always try to b contented wif wat i hav. but it seems otherwise.

its torturing when ur heart n mind doesnt go in the same way.

i wanna break free frm my thoughts.. its killing me.

i tink i'm living in my world of self-denial..

maybe.. its the rainy weather tt is giving me this tinge of melancholy.

its raining, againz.