daddy came fetch me frm sch after my paper today!!

freaking timing this semester.. almost all my papers r in the evening, 5-7pm, n by the time i reach home its alr 9..?

heh heh, it's those rare chances tt he'll come n fetch me =D

today's paper was quite screwed, and i THOUGHT i was well-prepared for it -.-

the amt of devastation n disappointment n disgust-ness was over-whelming.

rites.. its over anyways.

and,
i realise sth today...

daddy aged alot.

n i'm guilty of not noticing it.

his white hair is growing with signs of balding.. lines on his face are more obvious now. n his energy lvl dropped alot..(i caught him yawning a few times). he was driving.. n he cant see as well as b4 anymore. he kept asking me wat those rd signs read while we were finding our way to NUH. ...seems tt he shrunk abit in size too.

was it tt we tend to treat our family member for granted? when i'm home, i'll expect dinner. n sometimes i still complain the food's not nice, not salty enuf, or too oily..do u say 'thanks' to ur mum after every dinner? for their hardwork in cooking n preparing for the family's meal? seriously, i DO appreciate wat my parents are doing.. but i dont say it.

i wont tell them i love them. but i do.

i wont tell them how much i appreciate them. but i do.

when i go shopping, when i'm having better food in better restaurants.. daddy n mummy didnt get what i'm enjoying. they spent almost half of their life slogging for this family.

n i've been gd? i tink...o.O

i wan bring in money n let them enjoy.

i wan them to lead a gd life.

they wear me proud.. n i will do them proud.