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- now playing -


frm mee's blog.


taken frm mee's blog.
found this interesting n i'm so bored frm studying so i decided to do this...
_________

Instructions::
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense.

How are you feeling today?
er wo zhi dao - mayday
Will you get far in life?
guai guai pai - jolin tsai
How do your friends see you?
one last breath - creed (i'm gg to die??)
Will you get married?
jue jiang - mayday (so if i'm stubborn den i will get married.. hmm)
What's your best friend's theme song?
numb - linkin' park
What is the story of your life?
i never told you - edison chen (oh yeaz..i conceal.)
What was primary school like?
zi wo chui mian - luo zhi xiang
How can you get ahead in life?
zui hou yi shou ge - nicky li jiu zhe (last song..? to get ahead = stop listen to songs)
What is the best thing about your friends?
jin duo xia - mayday (haha~ reminds me of the prawning session ytd =D)
What is in store for this weekend?
shut up - simple plan
What song describes you?
wo hen wo ai ni - zhang hui mei (how true eh.. o.O)
To describe your grandparents?
hun li de zhu fu - eason chen
How is your life going?
bu xiang zhang da - s.h.e (yesyes..nodding wif total agreement..)
What song will they play at your funeral?
i'm just a kid - simple plan
How does the world see you?
jessica - tank (mayb i shld call myself jessica den... )
Will you have a happy life?
zhi neng kao xiang xiang - xiao xiao (hoho~ so i wont haf a happy life.)
What do your friends really think of you?
dong shi - sun yan zi (yes i am.)
Do people secretly lust after you?
yin wei hai shi hui - liang jing ru
How can I make myself happy?
li xian ji - gong shi jia (hmm...)
What should you do with your life?
qian li zhi wai - jay chou/fei yu qing (to go thousand miles away? so meaning i shld go overseas)
Will you ever have children?
you xin ren you qing ren - cai chun jia
___________

goes to show i'm reli bored. hais.
n i'm sleepy~~~~~ zZz.
bad interpretation of the songs. haha... my brain is slowing down...



mumbling on
Wednesday, September 27, 2006 at 1:41 AM

prawning!!!


tuesday.
slacking.
i wonder how determined i am sometimes. hmm.. i DID study..
but wif the least efficiency n concentration.
n i went all the way to changi aitport n mug.. hoho~

but before mugging ytd.. we went PRAWNING!!!!!! =D
SO FUN!!!!
i only manage to catch one.. n den i was so elated.. finally caught one after so long.
i neither fish nor prawn before.. n it was reli testing my patience manz!
haha~ and den the place is 24 hrs somemore, find one day i wan bring my darling san go~
cos we can bbq there too!!!!
oOo.. i feel like bbq-ing now. >.<
but kind of sad.. cos bbq the prawns while its still alive. feel so sad for them o.O
hurhur.. nevertheless, it still went into my stomach n by now, it has alr been digested n wads not digested alr came out in my bowels. >.<
.......the freshness of the prawns.. *slurps* (i'm sorry! prawns!)

its a nice place to hang out as well.. but the place abit ulu..
marina south, nx to the super bowl golf n country club.
lets go~ =)


mumbling on
Tuesday, September 26, 2006 at 6:53 PM

ai qin hai


i went to 爱琴海 few days ago.
reli love the place.. =)
for peeps tt dunno.. its a 民歌餐厅.
jus by sitting down n listening to those melodious voices singing up on the stage,
pure enjoyment.
there's this guy's singing tt can reli melt my heart.
i cant help sitting at my table, looking at him wif awe..
and that song, moved me so much tt almost brought me to tears.
well, it was brimming in my eyes.. >.<
yeaz.. ttz one of the reason y i hate listening to songs now.
anywaysSs.. 爱琴海 is reli a nice place for chilling out..
strong recommendation.

darling san, lets go sometime again n listen to 国荣。


mumbling on
Sunday, September 24, 2006 at 4:51 PM

my rose ring


see that black rose ring?

bought it while i was shopping for my birthday dress to suit my flowery theme.
but gradually.. i grew to like the ring..n started to hav feelings for it.
until the pt tt when i'm wearing it n when i'm looking at it, i feel happy.
within few weeks, i lost it.

lost it at acoustic, nv found. nv know where it has gone.
sads. i was depressed for awhile, went back to the same shop n look for it, but in vain.
den i got more depressed.
sth tt i hold quite dear to, sth tt i did treasured n cherished.
but it doesnt meant to b mine.
shldnt hav let it out of my sight, shldnt hav took it out. if not, i wont b missing it so much now.
but.. who knows? mayb i'll find another tt i might like more..tt is even better.

i want it back.
i'll dwell for a moment n grieve over the lost of this ring, before i start stumbling on another one again.


mumbling on
Friday, September 22, 2006 at 1:31 AM

no work.2002 quiz today.life without music


i was supposed to b on the way to work at this time.
one n half hr b4 work, boss called to cancel my schedule due to some complications of the switch board, so the pub will not b opened today.
@#!@#$$
i was like abt to leave hse alr lors..drag myself out of bed, prepared n stuffs... ggrrrr
though its true tt i dont feel like gg to work..
i hope... exams can b lidat too. study study.. den last min say its cancelled. hurhur. i know, i know.. FAT HOPE. >.<

n i've got my first quiz of the sem today.
though its a da bao subj, i still put in quite a lot of effort to study it.
n the 800am queue to get on 179 is horrigible~
u cant imagine how far the queue stretch to. totally ridiculous. n yeaz.. its my first time gg sch THIS early as well.. although i hav three 830am classes per wk. o.O
i was 10 minutes late for quiz....
den i walked into the class.. realised the test had alr started so i walked towards the tutor n stood in front of him n expects him to pass me the quiz paper.
he looked back at me.. den we stood staring at each other for like 3 sec.

finally, i asked, "there's a quiz today rites?"
he replied, "yes. there's a test today."

silence. n we looked at each other again.

after another 3 sec, he asked, "are u my student?"
i found it a bit amusing n den realise i haben been to this class since the sem started..

wif a soft n guity voice, i replied, "err.. yarr..."
hahaha~ den he demanded id frm me in which proven my identity n thus i was given the quiz paper.
-_________- the paper... all calculations. i tink can pass.. but those diodes qns n the distorting voltage.. i reli got no confidence. hais. i thot will test theory sia.nvms.. shall work hard for my other modules as well.
b determined, jiayun.

i started to avoid listening to songs lately. not even on my boring-lonely-tired way to n fro sch.my mp3 player merely acts as a thumbdrive these two weeks. n tonight, i opened my windows media player.clifton was right, music does mean alot to me.but i shut it off my world. hur.. though i still caught myself humming n singing.i dunno..mayb i'll start to avoid it still.n tink i'll feel better by avoiding >.<

我愿意付出所有来换一个时光机


mumbling on
Thursday, September 21, 2006 at 8:51 PM

quiz.. procrastinating.


okays.. didnt go sch today.
err.. been skipping classes. BUT!! no lab for today.. so which means monday is off day for me, since i usually skipped my monday morning class.
and then.. i read mee's blog n realise there's 2004 quiz.. NEXT WEEK?!!!! o.O
super shocked can.. n its farni..hurhur. instead of getting the info frm edventure, i got it frm her blog. SO, i realise i haben been logging into edventure for quite some time..
quizzes are coming.. n jiayun is still slacking..
countless online lec that i've missed.
countless tutorials tt i've yet to do.
countless things on my mind tt i'm still sorting out.

slap me.
oh wells.. only jody will slap me hard on my face to wake me up.


mumbling on
Monday, September 11, 2006 at 1:08 PM

21st birthday


2nd September: My birthday party.
Despite last minute planning and lots of cock-upsSss...
the party was still ok?
quite short hours... but i reli reli appreciate everyone tt tried to come n came.
thanks ppl for making my night. n thanks to those tt wore flowery to fit in my theme...

credits to jody for helping me wif my bbq stuffs n all the preparations n planning involved. thanks for everything... =D

and to ah ya who kindly let out her condo area for me to hold such an eventful night. =D n for helping me thruout the night..thanks girl~ we haben meet up for 2 years.. n its so kind of u!!!

i'm missing a no. of ppl that nite.. those tt cannot make it, those tt didnt reply my sms, those tt said will come n didnt turn up, n those tt i reli hope will show up.

my darling frensSs...best-est tt i've got..came early n helped out wif the decorations n those miscellaneous stuffs..

my precious family..

more photos...

and we went acoustic after tt...



mumbling on
Tuesday, September 05, 2006 at 12:51 AM

cry, him. late.


i was in an ugly mood tonight.
n i took it out on a service staff.
hurhur.
who ask them to let me wait so long for my bill n in the end when the bill is served it doesnt show the right amt? tt person is jus damn unlucky tonight.
it wasnt a bz night by the way..
i didnt shout.. jus said in a louder n unreasonable n attitude tone..
second time i did that to a service staff. hur.

i reli hate bad service. but most of the time i jus grumbled to whoever tt was wif me..
i hardly ever shout or complain them.
cos i uds their job of being smiley isnt ez..
i'm in customer service myself.. i kind of empathise n feel for them.
oh wells.. excluding today.

almost all of the other time, i am a pleasant n smiley n polite customer. =)

i cried n cried n i cried somemore.
i hate this me.
n i cried in public.
i felt lost, a kind of unexplainable feeling.
too late.


mumbling on
Friday, September 01, 2006 at 12:49 AM

i miss haolingz


i read haoz's blog.
i havent been reading it since she passworded her blog.
so i read abt 3 months of wad she had posted.
for the past half an hr.. i got a summary of how her life is? sth lidat.
n yeaz.. i cried. >.<

i feel that the world is changing far too fast for me.
i cant keep up wif everyone. a lot of things had happened in many others' life, including mine.
haoz is a darling fren to me, we were reli close during our jc times.. i njoyed her company.
thru her.. i knew wj.
but somehow, we drifted apart since..though we were working under the same company then.
we talked abt it.. but.. hmm, i dunno. jus.. lost it?
i dont mean losing the friendship.. jus seldom talk to each other.
but i reli care abt wad's happening in her life..how is she feeling..

i realised tt we hav changed so much.
n we definitely hav gone through quite a bit along the way...
i feel for her. i reli reli can uds the way she felt/feels.
but but.. a much stronger person she was than me. at least appears so.
i think back the years when we were less complicated.. when we were more naive n simple.. when we thot we were ourselves then..
i missed them so much. everything of it.

she's on xchange now. n i hope everything's gg well for her.
take good care, my girl~
when u are back, lets meet up.


mumbling on
at 12:00 AM