i was reli reli bz this 2 weeks..

working at 2 pubs.. not ez eh? o.O i reli wan quit SOON, i wont let it affect my studies.

work n studies. not sleeping n gg sch.. n slp n work. urgh.

i dunno how long i can hang on..esp wif no encouragement n support now.

not like when i was in yr 1..night shift n studies. at least i was happy den. i still haf somebody i can cry to.i was still close to sis..

but now, i thot i lost everything. my best buddy. at least i thot she was. hur.

until when... stuffs gets to b messy.

its human nature to b selfish yea? jus make her happy.

i'm ok wif it, fine wif it. truthfully, its eating into me.. but, oh wells.. they wont care.

i lost my cool today.

n i realise sorry doesnt mean anything. its doesnt help anymore.