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on the way to sch n in sch


on my way to sch today...
i was on the east-west MRT line..
den this grp of students came in.. abt 10 to 15 of them..
caught the whole cabin's attention.. EVERYONE was looking at them.
by looking at these students.. they aint the 'normal' kind.
they are a bit special.. frm how they talked n behaved, i deduced they are from a special sch tt caters more to their needs. but they do have the ability to communicate.. some in a slurred manner, some wif perfectly no problem.
they were making some din..shouting, walking up n down..
n yeaz.. ppl in the cabin tt i'm in were looking at them as if they're alien.
sads~ i jus sensed the discrimination towards these students by the general public.mayb i was too sensitive.. but they were looking at them wif disdain? >.<
they are not only lesser privileged in the society, ppl also tend to forget their existence.
n when they're out in this society..
ppl will use this irritating scornful looked on their face... n tt sight irks me.

when i reached school...
went for my first 2002 tutorial..
n i walked out of the tut class 15 min earlier b4 it ends wif the thot tt i wont ever go tt slot againz.
firstly, the class is far too packed. tink got at least 30 ppl inside..
n secondly.. the class is freaky. the tutor is weird too.. i tink he's frm hongkong.. cos of his accent.. n he got a high-pitched tone. the way he kp smiling to himself is rather amusing.
this was wad happened..
student A: Sir, how do u get that equation?? Vio - R1/R2....
tutor: this is a super simple qns.. (in his accent)
den he proceeded to give a v brief explanation which was alr on the transparency..n starts saying how impractical the qns was.. how it cant apply to the real world.. n talks abt the job of the engineer is not to solved this kind of problems. n he kept giving this funny laughter!!! its reli reli funny lar!!! den.. the whole class mimicks the way he laughed. -_______-
finally, student B cannot take it anymore...
student B: so, the job of the tutor is to come class n flash transparency n talk watever tt is on the transparency??
he was very pissed... but the tutor gave his laughters againz. -.-
den student B mimicked the way he laughed in the most mocking n purposeful fashion tt i tink is quite disrespectful.
errs.. yars.. den the whole class laughed againz.
scary... o.O


mumbling on
Friday, August 25, 2006 at 10:25 PM

tired of crying.. i'm reli tired.. how can u..


i NEED chocolate. it'll make me happy.
i'm tired of being in tt corner.. i'm reli tired.
teach me how to get out of it.


mumbling on
Thursday, August 24, 2006 at 11:58 AM

jab bday..

19th august: jabriel's 21st birthday..

the venue where it was held was awesome.. a large 2-storey apartment wif view tt overlooked the singapore river.. a cosy n cool place.. luckily we were the earlier ones to reach.. able to get those sofa seats.. hurhur.. so i was comfortably placing myself at that corner of the room..n my gerfrens didnt turn up.. -______- so it was only lien n weng tt i know of...

caught the bz bday boy finally~ after waiting for him for a very long time.. >.<

surprisingly.. i saw shikin!!! haben seen her like after A levels? which was like 2 yrs ago..

me n birthday boy.. before i left =D

n we left very early tt day.. sorry jab.. but i'm sure u've njoyed ur bday!!!

n my birthday is coming up next.
2ND september.
ppl, pls make urself free.
i'll b celebrating tgt wif ya qin aka ah ya, at her condo.
it will b a poolside party i tink.
theme not decided yet.
sorry for the late information cos.. err.. i've been reli reli lazy..difficult to organise lar.. tts y i kp procrastinating.. o.O


mumbling on
Tuesday, August 22, 2006 at 1:56 AM

ant theory


i'm not in the position to comment.
but i feel like i'm in a similar situation as them.

i was chatting abit wif aug today..n we talked abt her againz.
generally.. ppl like to stay in their comfort zone?
so when their comfort zone is destroyed or changed.. they'll get reli lost n uptight abt the transistion..
imagine a row of ants marching at the side of the wall.. when someone were to disturb their peace, the ants will go in random directions.. but after some time..they'll get back on their track againz. so this is how life shld goes rites?
the impt thing is to 'get back on track'..
no matter the hurt is for long term or short term.. the person who left is gone for a period of time or forever.. life still goes on, days still go by.. kind of no choice to make urself feel better?
o.O

i learnt alot in my life..be it postitive or negative, lost or gain..
yes, tough journey.. n everyone will walk a different path.
我学会了。
她呢？
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mumbling on
Friday, August 18, 2006 at 12:16 AM

sis birthday photo

8th august: sis' 22nd birthday.
haha~ the older we are.. the more we dont look alike..
jody doesnt fit into the picture..weird.


nicest photo taken of the day..shld replace alvin wif sis.. >.<
i still hav some photos on another cam.. ggrr..


mumbling on
Sunday, August 13, 2006 at 6:27 PM

rubbish-ing


i was reli reli bz this 2 weeks..
working at 2 pubs.. not ez eh? o.O i reli wan quit SOON, i wont let it affect my studies.
work n studies. not sleeping n gg sch.. n slp n work. urgh.
i dunno how long i can hang on..esp wif no encouragement n support now.
not like when i was in yr 1..night shift n studies. at least i was happy den. i still haf somebody i can cry to.i was still close to sis..

but now, i thot i lost everything. my best buddy. at least i thot she was. hur.
until when... stuffs gets to b messy.
its human nature to b selfish yea? jus make her happy.
i'm ok wif it, fine wif it. truthfully, its eating into me.. but, oh wells.. they wont care.
tink only darling san san noe wad i'm referring to.. hoho.

i lost my cool today.
n i realise sorry doesnt mean anything. its doesnt help anymore.


mumbling on
Friday, August 11, 2006 at 12:03 AM

stupid zola stupid boss


RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

damn shit angry. angry till i cant get to slp. n its jus after one tiring night of work.
i cant help saying fuck. pls excuse me.

grrr.. didnt get appreciated for the effort i put in.
so wads the pt now?
not tt i'm stubborn in my thinking.. but.. cant his fucking eyes see?!
go fly kite.


mumbling on
Saturday, August 05, 2006 at 4:29 AM

poolside party


i wan a poolside birthday party.


mumbling on
Wednesday, August 02, 2006 at 5:08 PM