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+ serene
+ sharon
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+ sis
+ sophia
+ Teng
+ ning
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- now playing -
tonight.
i steal from san san's blog againz. Bleahz. but actually she shared wif me this poem like months ago along wif a letter.. which brought me to tears n scared-ed my roomie at tt time..hurhur. i thot i'll share it too. =)
i steal from san san's blog againz. Bleahz. but actually she shared wif me this poem like months ago along wif a letter.. which brought me to tears n scared-ed my roomie at tt time..hurhur. i thot i'll share it too. =)
Tonight...
Tonight will be the last night .....
The last night I will relive our last time together....
Tonight will be the last night that I beg God to send you back to me....
The last night that I will criticize myself for not being what you wanted....
Tonight will be the last night that I wonder how you are...
what you are doing and who you are with......
The last night I will torment myself of thoughts of you in another's arms....
Tonight will be the last night I wonder why you are unable to love me....
The last night that I will think of myself as "unlovable."
Tonight will be the last time I cry like a wounded animal till I fall asleep....
The last night that I toss and turn with thoughts of you....
Tonight I will free myself of you...
YOU who turned and walked away without so much as a glance....
Tonight I let you go....
tonight. i hope.
mumbling on
Tuesday, July 18, 2006 at 2:34 AM
Tuesday, July 18, 2006 at 2:34 AM