i was told, " if u dont voice out wad u want, nobody will know wad exactly u wan."

well, i know i hav difficulty in expressing myself.. so i jus either blog online, unpublished that is, or write in my diary.. or lock it away somewhere on my mind. mayb the best way for me to express myself is by crying?? hurhur. it doesnt help at all.. i know. the prob is still there, nothing is solved by crying. but tts jiayun.

i realised most of the times.. when i provide a listening ear n give advices..wad i console others is wad i cant apply on myself. its when ur mind tell u,

"hey! u SHLD b doing this! this IS the correct way!!"

den the heart says,

"nono..kp doing that, cos tts how u FEEL"

but anyways.. heart or mind, ppl? rational versus emotional?? who wins? for guys, rationality will always b at the upperhand eh? so, girls.. stop being so emotional. o.O