i weigh my value on mother earth today.
my value of existence.

i thot of how my life is now.
the darkness tt encircles me.

but no. i'm leaving tt pit tt i'm in. i'm heading to the exit.
i dont wan to b the goody girl anymore. i dont wan to always b giving in to others in order to make them happy. i dont wan to b a pushover.i dont like getting bullied.dont b shocked at my change.
my defence, UP.

i'm baffled in..
how fast ppl can change n move on..
how empty promises hurt..
how it feels like being unable to trust anymore..
how selfish everyone cld b..(includin me of cos)
how i loathe myself..
i noe i lost it all. n now i uds tt only money can give me security. i'll earn it.
thanks to my screwed up life.

i'm pms-ing now i tink.. urgh.. wtf.
comments unwelcomed.thanks.