its more than words

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+ sis
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+ Teng
+ ning

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- now playing -

new job; new work; new life

finally finally~ i started to get my bum off hse n start to work..

part-timing at one of the ktv pubs at boat quay.. not reli shady or sleazy area kind.. the environment still ok-ok.. jus tt.. dunno~ mayb i dont suit this job? gd thing is the boss is nice? so far so gd lar huh.. ask me hows work n stuffs.. n he came over n said thanks while i was sweeping the floor!!! so nice rites? =D too bad one drunkened stupid fellow vomitted on my toilet floor.. SO yours truly hav to clean up the mess. -.- cant he aimed properly into the toilet bowl! omg.. got to put up with the smell n wash the floor~ pui. dont b mistaken.. i dont work as a cleaner there ar..though i sound like one here... >.<

being in customer service isnt ez..even if i'm tired i still hav to smile to cust.. oh wells.. and bear wif lousy singings for hours. help arr.. cannot take it.. o.O my work day wld b lighted up if some1 i noe turns up.. n yeps.. first day of work, few of my dip grp ppl came n support.. =) we aint v close but yets.. they dont mind coming down!! cos we wanted to meet for steamboat but too bad i am suppsoe to work on tt day..ahaha~ n there's aug TOO~~ heex. mayb she came waiting for sis lars..n i'm only playing the 'supporting lead'.. haha~ still, i feel the warmth. =D n many ppl were rather worried for me working in this line.. thanks peeps~lets hope i can at least last til pay day which i dunno when.. i'm rather broke now.. sobsobs~

went to walk abit at ecp after work ytd nite.. wif goody pal aug..

ecp is a place of memories.. not only hos.. though i noe n uds tt hos means so much more to san n sis.. i merely worked there for 3 months n so many things happened n we got sacked w/o any valid reason.. hmm nevermind tt. walkin further down.. cabana, bbq pits n even further, bedok jetty.. i cldnt not feel emotional. i rmb frens tt used to b so close.. having bbq tgt last christmas.. n little details here n there.. the person tt i've lost.. sometimes i jus hate it when memories of these come into my mind.. hais.

rites.. stop thinking n its time to sleep..

mumbling on
Friday, June 30, 2006 at 2:22 AM

hollow heart..

saw this pic on san's blog.. n i thot its quite sad for tt ger in the pic..

they exist amongst us all the time..

~shrugs~

mumbling on
Tuesday, June 27, 2006 at 2:30 AM

ppl r more emotional during late nights.. pardon me~

ppl r more emotional during late nights.. so pardon me~

thanks ster for walking ard town wif me today..but we didnt get a single thing even though sales are everywhere.. had a nice update on each other's life.. n reli.. i appreciate u as a fren.. not only her lar.. n many many more.. i noe i'm not alone..i noe i'm fortunate enuf to hav frens like this. sounds like i'm longwinded.. kp repeating the same old thing.. ahaha~ but no matter how much i say, it still isnt enuff~ =D

i used to say how unmeaningful life is.. jus the same old routine of sch or work.. nth exciting nth much to desire n yearn for.. den i thot.. i thot i was wrong.. >.< ups n downs in life are inevitable.. no one can escape frm the test of god.. no one can kp running away frm problems.. oh yes.. i do. i ran away frm it alot of time.. n each time i feel more miserable.. i dunnos.. i refused to face it n correct it or solve it.. i jus cannot make it >.<

den.. i realise i grew up alot..(okies, who dont?? o.O )

life is all abt learning.. learning the means of survival, learning how to control ur own feelings.. learning how to manage ur social circle wif work n studies.. okies n i failed all of it.. ggrrr.. BUT i'll pick these up n start over againz. 'tts life'.. i find myself saying this v often.. when u reli deicide n stay focus on sth.. den another thing will purposely pop up n divert ur attention.. but no.. i KNOW wad i SHLD do now.. n it'll b all abt money n studies..

timetable planning was sucky.. all cos i da bao 2 subj.. =( i will study hard.. anyone caught me slacking nx sem pls dont hesitate to slap me..

thanks sher.. i'll smile more =)

mumbling on
Monday, June 26, 2006 at 3:18 AM

a day of sweat + chocolate indulgence!!!!

woohoo~!!!!

i'm a healthy person today... at least til evening time.. o.O

woke up super early at 7 am n went for tuition..

n met qi, xia n sh for afternoon pool + badminton..

pool was okok.. jus kill the time while waiting for the available time slot for our badminton session..haben been exercising for quite some time..so my muscles r aching now..cannot make it..ggrr..i seriously need to workout more..boohoo~

slacked at sh's hse n watch tv after tt.. haben been doing this since our sec sch times.. missed those days manz.. when sch was near sh's place n almost everyday after sch we'll go her hse to play..those were the days.. ahaha~

den the rest of the night.. we sinned.

went this rather "homely" cafe near her hse.. merely 2 hrs after dinner, we cldnt resist the temptation of eating againz. The thought of eating ONLY fondue was gone when we saw the menu.. -.- hurhur.. ordered 2 baskets of fries+drumplets+wedges+nuggets AND fondue AND brownie with ice cream AND cookies n cream ice blended!!! =D great choco treat!!! the fondue wasnt as nice but rather cheap.. the cafe doesnt charge gst n service charge n cess!!! gd eh?? >.< FUN!!! quality n quantity time spent wif them.. and they reli do make a difference in my life! i'm SURE we'll b there for each other in times of need..tts how frenship is reli amazing.. cos we dont say how much we treasure each other n yet, we know it in the heart.. =) aWww.. thanks girls~

mumbling on
Saturday, June 24, 2006 at 12:46 AM

"dong dong dong..123..we are.. kuishinbo.."

had a nicey meet up wif qi, xia n sh..

went walk walk abit at marina square DEN we headed for a jap buffet dinner at kuishinbo!!!

its at suntec by the way..

ambience is not bads.. the food was fantastic!!!

thats the alaska crab.. n there's snow crab too!!!!

yummy yummy~

paper steamboat~ aint it amazing tt the paper actually dont burnt? >.<

the food was so nice lars..but me eating buffet is quite a waste cos i was full after all these dishes.. nevertheless, i still kp eating.. cos its jus so irresistable! n its BUFFET!!! o.O

kuishibo is special in her way.. cos every half hourly, they will play a song "dong dong dong.. 123.. we are.. kuishinbo.." blah blah blah.. den the staff will announce tt they hav whatever dishes for the first how many customers so ppl muz go to the place they said tt will b giving out those dishes.. places always varies.. so u c ppl running n queue-ing for these extra dishes.. haha n we did q for it as well.. had lobsters n a candy floss!! =D only disppointment of kuishinbo is the sashimi..i thot the slices were too thick..hmm..*shrugs* mayb many ppl like it to b thick.. oh wells.. there are still many choices!!! thumbs up!!! =D

so having all our stomachs filled.. we still insist on eating the desserts.. they hav a small choco fountain.. *drools*

choco marshmallow is heavenly~ i shld hav saved more space for this..

the rest of the desserts were okok.. did u see tt choco eclairs? tts one of the best too~ aHhhhh.. i wanna go againz!!!

didnt take pics of the 4 of us.. if not i can save the hassle of posting 3 separate photos.. haha lazy me.. we took this frm the fountain of wealth there.. so u noe.. many couples are ard.. didnt reli wan to disturb their peace and many ppl look kind of unfriendly n unapproachable.. hmm..

nice meet up after such a long time.. n we kept saying how time flies.. getting old n stuffs~ its the transistion period of stepping into the real society.. of jumping frm sch naiveness to job seeking n piling high problems..tsktsk..pls stop the time.. >.<

mumbling on
Wednesday, June 21, 2006 at 2:43 AM