Almost a year.

Our baby project has grown a little, with lots of hard work, blood and sweat. I'm serious. PEGMEUP didn't boomed like how it was expected to be. The market is sooo freaking competitive. This one year was fruitful, began to know more people of the retail industry. Opened up many opportunities too, only regret was that we didn't start earlier.

Time was what we had during school days. I regret not doing something productive and ambitious. I was just a young, naive girl welling in love-hate relationships. As I get older and stepped into the working society, I realised that job satisfaction and passion matters. I didn't want to say "I regret" 10 years down the road. So, I did what I should do. It is also now at this point, to evaluate the practicality. I cannot possible end the death of my baby project. It is too heartbreaking. But I need moolahs to support so many commitments and liabilities. How am I going to get by?

I know I can't have the best of both worlds. We always end up at a juncture, weigh the pros and cons and hope that we will make THE right decision. Positive thinking, positive thinking. I'm kind of stress as to what exactly will happen when September comes. To side-track abit, I am amazed how my thoughts got stronger as compared to 5 years ago. Was such a crybaby and depression-ist.

I read an article worth to keep
(http://thelawofattractionnetworks.ning.com/profiles/blogs/positive-thinking-finding-the-gift-in-every-situation):

Positive Thinking: Finding the Gift in Every Situation
When life places obstacles in our path, when things seem like they're breaking down and we grow weary of the struggle, it's a good time to step back and look for the gift. What gift, you say? Every situation and experience in life holds a gift, lesson or blessing for us. Yes, even the really painful experiences, like the loss of a loved one, an automobile accident, or natural disaster. There is a gift there, if we look for it.

To find the gift, we simply have to ask ourselves, "What positive lesson can I learn from this? How can this situation benefit me? What wisdom can I gain from this experience? What makes this situation worthwhile to experience in my life?" We can learn from anything in our lives, from a snag in our pantyhose to a migraine headache. We can learn from our disappointments, our heartaches, and our joy.

We can do this with any situation too, not just negative ones. Where is the gift in a boring Sunday afternoon, a crying infant or a gray, rainy wedding day? All we need to do is choose to see the positive side of the situation. The gift of a boring Sunday afternoon might be expressing gratitude for having some free time to express our creativity or enjoy a good book. A crying infant can teach us patience, compassion and nurturing. A rainy wedding day can help us understand what really matters, the celebration of love and meaningful connections with our friends and family.

mumbling on
Thursday, August 29, 2013 at 12:23 AM

Second day of 2013.