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Way Back into Love

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Oooooh.

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to she'd some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end


mumbling on
Friday, December 25, 2009 at 12:47 PM

Healthy day!

Sis signed up for this 1-month trial with California Fitness and pulled me along.

I think we spent more time listening to their sales talk than doing the actual workout. Half the time, i was spacing out and only replied with a smile when a question was asked. Good thing is, I was determined not to sign any packages. phew~

They did a comprehensive body composition analysis. A weighing machine look-alike device actually can calculate the body fat mass, protein, mineral & fat level, percentage of body and weight balance. Wow, i was very impressed. They have personal trainer to guide us with the machines too. Quite cool, but that's only if i got xtra cash. A jog at punggol park would hav cost me zero dollar. >.<

I must constantly remind myself that i'm not FAT.


mumbling on
Sunday, December 13, 2009 at 10:24 PM

Sunset Grill & Bar @ Seletar Airbase

situated in an ulu-nated area all the way in Seletar Airbase....
away from the hustle and bustle..

nice place, almost felt like we're in m'sia. Eating next to runway and catching sight of the occassional planes taking off, was definitely an experience. Their famous: buffalo wings with a choice of level 1 -- 10 spiciness. We ordered level 3 and 4. O_O i guess 3 was my limit alr, nothing further. haha.

Other recommendations: Mashed potato, coleslaw, pork chop.

i'll go there again for their service! very impressed with the good service they provided. If you choose to sit outside, the bad things are the frequent dropping of ants from trees and irritaing houseflies. =X and you'll need a car to get there too!


mumbling on
Tuesday, December 08, 2009 at 9:47 PM

the story goes....

A baby shark was put into the same fish tank as a goldfish. Though in the same tank, they were separated by a transparent piece of glass.

Each day, the baby shark would try to eat the goldfish. He would crash into the glass, but failed all attempts to reach the goldfish.

Some months later, the owner removed the glass.

The baby shark remained at his portion of the fish tank, leaving the goldfish unscathed.

Why so?

Cos he had went through pain in all his attempts to reach the goldfish. He gave up finally, fearing to go through the pain again. He would rather be timely fed by the owner, wont go hungry anyway.




mumbling on
Sunday, December 06, 2009 at 3:54 AM

the joy within toughness

sandy, dirty boots after a day's work.
off we go to the super center...
homecooked linguine. doesnt it look yummy?
some beers to kill the homesick-ness.
people that make this happens.


mumbling on
Saturday, November 14, 2009 at 12:25 PM

gan dongs.

what have i done to deserve this?

i am truely touched by all of the cares and concerns. thanks alot people.. =)
i'm still surviving here. i was so touched when i received this from my boss...
"...nice to hear from you =) makes me feel like you're in office. 2 seats away =)"

ahhhh~ so sweets.


mumbling on
Monday, November 09, 2009 at 11:28 AM



there are two sides to a coin, and one says "positive".


mumbling on
Thursday, November 05, 2009 at 10:12 AM

ostrich.

i love running away when i see problems.
i'll try ways to just sweep things under the carpet.
i'll try to convince myself to give up.
i'll try to go the easiest way out, with the least hurt and pain.

screwed. helpless.


mumbling on
Wednesday, November 04, 2009 at 1:08 PM